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fences

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Sunday, November 30, 2008, 2:28 AM Hello.Im feeling better now.Thanks a lot to Maam Cheryl for listening.I think everythings ok now, i hope.Oh, and HUGE THANKS to JS, Benjamin and Aravind for asking me to play basketball to release my tension.I feel healthier and emotionally better. Benjamin, if you want to jog again just give me a ring.Ive been so caught up with stuff that ive forgotten what i really liked, running. Great job running the 3.2 km Ben!If i were you, i would have stopped half way.Good luck with losing weight.You Can Do It!! Im going jogging again tomorrow at Tiong Park.This time must go for at least 5 km.Aiming to be a 10km runner soon. :]And Ryans not going ATC!!! AHHH!!Sighs.Nvm.Must still work hard and try to be enthu during the camp. :] HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEYOONG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA SHENG!! AND GOOD LUCK TO NCOS FOR HOSPITAL ATTACHMENT!!! :] Friday, November 28, 2008, 3:15 PM Hey.Havent been feeling ok this few days.Sorry if like i offended anyone during yesterdays training.Ive just been caught up with some stuff even though i havent touched my Bio book for like 2 days.Thats horryfying to know.SorrySorrySorry to CPL Louiza for my behaviour yesterday.I seriously wanted to be at my best attitude yesterday but things just didnt turn out as it was suppose to be. Thursday, November 27, 2008, 4:48 AM I miss being a kid. :( Sighs.Nevermind.Thats all in the past. YES!!YES!!YES!! OMG!!IM SO HAPPY.Theres training tomorrow!! X) And i have finally embraced the feeling of satisfaction.Im happy with my subject combination.Whatever it is, its what the school thinks is best for me.Ok today had squad outing.OK, i thought the barbeque would be more fun than the luge and skyride.BUT I WAS WRONG. The luge was damn fun.And the skyride is terrifying.I was super scared.My legs like can almost touch the leaves of the trees below.The BBQ was errr...quite boring.Maybe because i was worried about MOI and was like jumping around asking for help.But whatever it is, thanks amanda. :) Maam Cheryl is mental.So high today.Haha. REMINDER TO ALL 07.COME DOWN EARLIER TOMORROW.CHANGE EARLY.AND FALL IN ON TIME OR EARLIER.BRING ALL 1.5 AND PLEASE TRY TO BE AT YOUR BEST ATTITUDE.CMON, LETS DO OUR BEST TO TRAIN FOR THE COMING ATC AND ANCO. :] Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 12:54 AM Whoa!!Yay! Todays training was fun! Had briefing of how MOI would be like by Corporal Louiza.Then had to tie the rafia strings and make a 'rope'.Then had PT.Ok i dont know why but i volunteered and became PT IC. Im so sorry for being such a horrible IC.Im sorry if im not loud enough.But its ok.Its all in the past.But I miss having footdrill.Was kinda jealous while looking at the sec 1s doing footdrill.Oh ya.Corporal Louiza, you dont need to apologize for being strict.We know its your job and even if were unhappy ,we have to respect that youre our commander.Looking forward to the next few trainings. :D TRAINING<3> MAAM CHERYL <3 Sunday, November 23, 2008, 5:12 PM Hey, today woke up at 6.30 to study Bio.Then stopped at 8 cause wanted to prepare breakfast.Have been going through some blogs and realized that Maam Siewhuai have been tagging.I read her blog..CAUSE I BOTHER. And i dont have to feel guilty.I didnt really feel offended by what she said.Cause in my mind, I know she means well.She just sent it out in way that might be taken wrongly by certain people.But its all in the past. I MISS TRAININGS! IM EXCITED FOR ATC! , 5:08 AM 1.I woke up today and it just immediately occurred to me that i have been such an ass.Im really sorry ive been avoiding you.Its been what.. 3, 4 months since weve had a proper conversation or said Hi to each other.The whole day today, I felt really horrible and guilty.Im really sorry, i know its not enough but i really am.I had my reasons to avoid you but now ive realized that it was nothing.I over reacted like i always do.People make mistakes and i accept that.I hope you can accept that.Im going to make the first move so we can be friends again.Im really sorry. 2.And im sorry Jessica for teasing you.Sorry for making you angry all the time.I really hope to see you soon. Saturday, November 22, 2008, 1:55 AM Hello.Ok, we won 2nd for FDC.I was sad and had my cry.Im going to move on and shall not be narrow minded like what Maam Siewhuai said.Next year, were going to thrash other schools and win champion for FAC. Theres some things i need to do since FDC is over. 1.Read up my FA manual and prepare myself for FAC.That goes to the rest of my team members. 2.Meet up Maam Cheryl at least twice a week for group studies.Shes a good bio teacher but shes concentrating too much on homeostasis and plant nutrition which is boring .And i really miss her.Wish she could be down for trainings but she said that it would be pressurizing for the current 07 commanders.Ohk fine, il respect that. 3.Finish up my geog homework, which is the easiest.Then borrow some books and chiong reading at home and on the way to trainings. 4.Check if my appeal is accepted by LCB then go get booklist. 1.OK fine.You want to start a love story with him.fine.It has nothing to do with me.So dont say i blush when i see him and that im gay or something cause im super pissed with you already.Its a good thing i havent slapped you ok.And stop being so..EWW..AWWW.Cause i dont find that cute at all.And WHY ON EARTHS GRACE would i be jealous of you and him.Lets see, your a total bitch and hes my senior.I dont know whats your taste in guys, its super random and ever changing. 2.I dont want to scold you or choose your friends for you..but youre just ...sighs.I mean like you hang out with your squadmates.Then suddenly youre with the seniors, and are with them all the time.I mean like...what the hell.I hate people who mix around with people whom i hate..so whatever, youve apparently chosen your side ...with THEM. 3.Though of course i dont hate all the seniors.Its just a minority ...that has indirectly offended me without saying sorry and which i shall never forgive or forget until i die.Maybe im exaggerating but im not. See, i told you that Sir Lee is nice.He wasnt angry that we got second.He even gave us encouragements for FAC.Ok, I feel super pissed off today and it has nothing to do with FDC. Thursday, November 20, 2008, 4:05 AM Hello. Im here to blog.Ive been putting my effort into FDC. Really.Seriously.And finally, yesterday, Sir Lee complimented us.OMG, has the sky fallen or something?! I really dont know what will happen if we were to lose this trophy.Well ive thought this out. 1.Silver for St Johns next year then 2.St John wont be respected by the school ( Well, cmon, be serious, it doesnt make a difference from now) 3.Sir Lee would be furious.Or he would leave us alone and we will rot, with Sir teo. 4.We would put the officers efforts to waste.Sighs.This is so pressurizing and im not even the commander. So, to Ryan, Good luck lah.Dont be nervous.Must drink lots of water...and eat banana, according to Maam Siewhuai. :/ Doesnt make sense.nvm that.I really hope that the squad would have the say and cai.. or sai or whatever on the day.ARGHH!!!! ( imagine me hitting my head on the wall vigorously.) Must remember Maam Wantengs advice. 1.Vent out your anger during the format. 2.Lock your elbows. 3.Check dressing and ensure correct handswing all the time. 4.Jerking when necessary. Oh kay,i may not be perfect or something but im just reminding.ERGHHHH.My sister said that i look tanner than before.Just great.Omg...im superr nervous.Its reminding me of those horrible FAC times.The one we lost..like shit. I hope that the past wont repeat.Ok, more about today.The footdrill sucks.The discipline sucks.The training today just sucks.From being enthu for the training to being super pissed all the way home.I dont want to say why on my blog cause im going to express how sadistic i am.I was in a super bad mood today luh.And it has nothing to do with Ryan. Monday, November 17, 2008, 3:43 AM Hello.I'm super high today! I MET ALVIN at school! Woohoo.Hes going to Japan.Reminded him to buy me something there.Ohkay, the bad news is that my the heels of my boots are gone...like the wind man.Im so pissed off, i just fixed it last week...and because of .....erghhh!!!Thank god Cpl Sharon has extra boots.Thanks lot CPL. :] After feeling so tired and angry, meeting Alvin really cheered me up. Boosted my morale a bit..and became SUPER high suddenly.hahah. Sunday, November 16, 2008, 5:31 AM Hello.1 week to FDC. Ahhh.I dont know what to feel.Having the same feeling when it was FAC.Those horrible moments.Sighs.I hope that can change.Our bangings were not bad but our attire was horrible.So i made sure my attire was ...at least not horrible. 1.Bought new uniform ( Credits to JS and Jun Kang for following me to Woodlands.We spent 5 hours travelling around.Wahh.Tired man.) 2.Polished my boots 3.Starched my collar 4.Seasoned my beret 5.Bought new shoulder buttons. 6.Ironed my uniform like ..errghhh!!. I hope Sir Lee would at least praise us this time.Ive been really putting my heart and soul in the training.Ive spent almost all my money on SJ for FDC. If thats not enough for him...i really am speechless.Oh ya, had PT.Looks easy, but you have to try to experience the pain.I actually dont mind having more of those PT but just decrease the pumping kay.I really suck at pumpings.I had to bite my shirt to divert the pain to my teeth.I also scratched the floor with my nails and had small cuts on my fingers.Bt its ok, i know the PT for NS is worse.People commit suicide because of it...so ok im super weak...im a pussy...ok whatever.Gotta go prepare for tomorrow. Friday, November 14, 2008, 3:55 AM Sighs. Here to blog again.Firstly i want to thank Jia Sheng for following me to Army Market to buy stuff for FDC.I got the results for subject combi already.Omg, they suck like shit lah.I hate it.Dont ask me about it if you see me k.Tomorrow is full-uniform practice.Im super pissed now.My uniform is dirty man.Its as if a four year old had taken a black crayon and made a master piece out of my unifrom.Tommorrow im goign to buy a new uniform.NO.repeat. I HAVE TO BUY A NEW UNIFORM.i mean its not worth losing marks for uniform.Theres a lot of things i need to do. 1.Buy kiwi 2.Polish my boots 3.Buy new uniform 4.Buy Starch 5.Starch my uniform 6.Get my beret back from Benji.( dont ask) 7.Season my beret 8.Wash my gloves.( the new and old) 9.Go for FDC 10.Win FDC 11.Go home 12.Hibernate for a month. I wont be going for ATC most probrably.Ill be too nice to say that i cant go because my parents dont allow, although it is true. 1.I hate night trails. 2.I dont want to do whatever stupid duty at night. 3.I dont want to do footdrill till i faint. 4.I dont want to be with @ for three days.I cant even stand looking at @. 5.Im not ready for such a waste-of-time camp. There are good points though. 1.The sec 1s wont look at us and think that we are a lousy batch that dont even bother attending ATC. 2.Bonding 3.Camp T-shirt Oh look 5 bad points and 3 good ones.Cant come, wont come.So dont expect a crumpler from me sharmine.HAHA. ;] Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 11:38 PM Hey, here to blog.Yesterdays training was fine.I forgot to bring those stupid black socks.I had to wear my adidas shoes with my half u.I mean like what the hell.I looked stupid but its ok.I couldnt bargain with Ek and Louiza.Had to respect their decisions.This shall teach me to check again if i had brought everything necessary along.Ok , im having a headache after reading bio.Need to rest. Sunday, November 9, 2008, 8:53 PM Were going up. :] The topmost part of the flyer.Not breath taking at all.What a bore. Going back down. Alvin AUNG O:]. CK :) & Adrian :] Changed my blogskin.I know it looks crappy but nvm.Hey, Rhonda, thanks for introducing me to the breathless song by shayne ward.Im kind of addicted now.Up there are are some pictures i havent shared yet.Omg, looking at those pictures make me miss school.I wished there was school luh.Im so bored now. 24 hours i have spent mostly sitting and staring.At least at school we can chat with friends or gain knowledge.Thank god theres training.I actually wished there was training everyday.But to ask for that would be selfish since most of my other training mates are busy.Haiz.Im so free i think ill die. :/ , 3:33 AM Hey people.Here to blog again.Training on tuesday was AWESOME. Miss having those kind of trainings.And thats all thanks to Sir Hakim who made it so fun for those who were present, which was a pathetic ten people.WHERE HAVE THE FDC SQUAD GONE? Just wanna ask everyone to come down for training cause without you all, its not training. Thursday, November 6, 2008, 11:51 PM Hey.Yesterdays training was fine.Sharons commanding was fine.Was kind of upset to see the attendance of the squad.I know however that you all have good reasons to support your absence.To Jiasheng, hope youll be at tomorrows training and that your neck has healed enough for you to carry out your duty in the FDC squad.To Rhonda, hope that youre feeling better as well.If youre still sick, dont come okay.Finally to my dear 07, please try your best to be present for the next few trainings.I mean, cmon.How many more days to FDC? Lets put in our effort.We may have a slim chance of getting champion but it isnt impossible.Just do it, copyrighted from NIKE.Many thanks to Jin yan and Sharon for the cap, it sure is useful when i have a bad hair day. Haiz..have been doing that Biology workout book i bought.Some of which ive learned in Sec 2..others, i have read in the Bio book.But there are some that ill need to ask Cheryl once shes done with her Os. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! :] GOOD LUCK CHERYL! GOOD LUCK MAAM WANTENG with your assessment!! Tuesday, November 4, 2008, 4:04 AM Gahh.Im so sorry man.I couldnt perform well for todays training.I felt like sleeping when we were marching.I mean, Maam Siewhuai wanted us to say the timing together and i was like out of breath and i think there was a lack of blood travelling up my brain.Haiz.Look on the bright side, this will teach me to sleep earlier.Im sorry Maam but i have to say this.I cant stop laughing everytime i look at you.Oh ya, went out with my dad to shop.Wow, saw this amazing deuter bag which costs $85 bucks man.I think ill be buying it.Hopefully.And i bought this more amazing Bio workbook from Longman.Cool!! Ive been doing it and now at Chapter 4 i think.The chapter on animal nutrition.Chemistry still at chapter 3.Chem just doesnt interest me but ill still have to mug on it.Once again, sorry to Ryan for being horrible during todays training. Sunday, November 2, 2008, 5:07 AM Ok.Hello. :] Thursdays training was fine.Sir Jia hongs command is super funny.I was trying my best not to burst out laughing lah.He can say squad sedia in 1 second.Haha.Sir lee came again and saw our FD format. Hes got a point.Our basic turning drills were not really fantastic you know.But thanks to Sir Jia Hong and Sir Zhenshun, we can make it people!!Yeah.Jia You.19 more days to FDC. :) Oh ya, ill be needing reading glasses. Degree? 150 for both sides.Want to get cheap ones.Dont want to splurge on specs.See ya people. Saturday, November 1, 2008, 4:16 AM Hey, blogging again.Hey, the past few trainings have been pretty educational to me.To FDC squad, *Sir lee may be talking sense here you know.He wont get a thing.The officers wont get a thing.We will get the trophy.Hes just using means of pressuring us to make us win.Awww, cmon dont be so negative man.Must be positive!! Sir Lee is a nice person actually.Hes pretty smart too.Using his psychological skills to influence us into winning. Jia you FDC squad!!! To CPL Ryan*, dont be so negative kay.Must be positive.Youre the commander.If you are negative, it will bring the whole squad down with you.Cmon, theres a light at the end of the tunnel.I can see it, can feel it.I can even lick it,OK thats gross.Youre a good commander and i know you care a lot for FDC, i think...ok i know.Thats not the point.You just gotta believe. You just gotta believe!!!		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. Name's Nabil Syukri. 01/11/1994 Gan Eng Seng School Likes Table Tennis Likes Running Likes NigaHiga of Youtube Wishes to join NJC. Wishes to join NUS. Be happier Wants to get 7 points		partnersincrime A link B link C CharmaineXD Cheryl Tan:] D link E Edward Esther:] F FanKai:] H Hayley:] J JessicaXD K Keiji:D M Mavis:) N Nadia XD Niyi! 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