Hiro Nakamura

2010-11-08T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hey,finally posting again.
O LEVELS have been MISERABLE.
So far ive screwed up..ummm..all the papers.
but who cares..screw cambridge.
Well,nothing much to talk about actually but do wanna wish all the sec 4s JIAYOU for the rest of the papers.dont dwell on the past papers lahh..whats done is done..arent you happy its gonna be ovver.screw the results..o levels a piece if shit...
thats all for now..
shall talk more about the deatils of each paper soon.
Signing off :D

2010-01-09T04:20:00.000-08:00

I dont love you like I loved you yesterday.

2009-12-16T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hey,sorry havent been posting.Been really busy and needed some time to myself.
Had a outing with the core to Sentosa.I had the best time of my life.Never before had i enjoyed myself so much.But happiness is short-lived and rarely everlasting.Oh,talking about everlasting,i just read a book called Tuck Everlasting.Its a great book.Now i'm on a new book called Flesh and Bone.Well, i havent been really well lately.Its really depressing to lose something you worked so hard to get.I didnt get them with the sand from sentosa.I earned the money and it didnt come easy.I hope the thief realizes that and would have the integrity to turn them in.I may look okay during training but thats because i dont want to dwell on my personal problems during training.Its really hard for me to keep cool at home.Im really thankful that i have my squad.Theyve been really supportive,especially Jia Sheng.Thanks for understanding.I know I havent been a very nice person lately and sometimes i take things for granted-the important things in life.My family,friends and the fact that i have a roof over my head.Guess that God wanted me to realize that i should be happy with the luxuries He has granted me and not complain all the time and take my friends for granted.

I pray that my the thief would return my belongings.
Thats all for now,
enjoy the rest of the holidays.

2009-12-05T16:55:00.000-08:00

Back from ZPN.Was fun.I helped out at the carpark.It was very fun.Got to meet Sir Kendrick, SGT Wei yan (i think this is how you spell it) and SSGT Jeremy.Theyre nice people.Funny actually.Well, GESS is top zonal collector.Thats great.And so was the speech made by Sir Lee.That SENTENCE made me scream my brains off.Nevermind,im ok now.Hey,i got to meet my platoonmates.YAY.i only got to say hi to Adam.Wish i could talk to him.Met Yong Liang,Bin Koon,Yu Zheng,Najihah and i cant remember who else.Yeah,it was fun.And ok,now im going to shove books up my face.Sian.

2009-11-26T04:49:00.000-08:00

Hello.Back for a post.Posted some new pics.One of the pics have Ming Feng in it.hahas.
Well,yesterday was Flag day.Hmm.sucks.Thanks to eileens' friends for helping.Theyre really a happy bunch of people i may say.They kinda bootlicked every single person who donated.It was really weird to be with them.Came back to the HQ and there was Sir Dexian there.He called me in his obviously abnormal way of saying my name.hahas.I glanced behind but didnt say hello.Didnt really know why i didnt.Nvm.Hope to see him at ZPN then i say hello to him there liao.Was there when he was with Maris.Yep,hes still as fierce as ever.Well,wanted to slack today because i was too tired.I ended up watching The Proposal online,baking brownies and doing Chem HW.The proposal is a good story.There were very indecent clips but nvm liao.

Thats all. :D
I suddenly miss section 4.

2009-11-20T01:48:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Its been some time since i last posted.Wanted to focus on my bridging lessons.So im going to start thanking some people for the birthday wishes and presents.

Eunice :D was the first person to wish me at 1200 am.
If im not wrong next was Soon Kong :D.
Then Jun Kang :D.
Then there was Mavis XD and Wynette XD.
After that there were quite a lot of wishes.
Thanks a lot to Wynette and Eunice for the present.I love it.
BIG BIG thanks to Niyi :D,Nadia :D,Wendy :D, Casa ;D, Angy :D ,i think.The wallets great,though it is the same wallet i bought Win.The Chem book is fantastic.The meat book is kinda weird,looks like pork.Nevermind.Really love you guys.

Thanks again to 07 for the cake.I guess thats the cake to celebrate all the birthdays weve missed.It was tasty.Kinda sad though.People from other schools wished me even,but some of my close friends didnt even bother.Nevermind,i cant force people to wish me.
Then lets talk about the grad nite pics ive been seeing on FB.Best dressed,personally i feel,was Edward,Wai Chong & Jia Sheng,for guys.Then,for girls, would be, Sharon & stephanie.

Then lets talk about meetings that ive been going to.Well two days ago,i went to school to discuss the dance thing with Elieen but ended up on the amazing race of my life.The prize,my phone.Dont wanna talk so much about it.Well ,then went to Fairprice with JS,Sharmine and Elieen to shop for todays breakfasting activity.It was really fun even though it was just shopping for groceries.Pictures can be found on my FB.Officers and SNCOs were there.Im not gonna comment on that.Let me and Jia Sheng keep it to ourselves.

Thats all for now.
Byes.

2009-10-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Back from school.
Finished my emaths 3b book already.Now im starting on 4A.Finished 1.1 already.
Nothing much to talk about.
BIG BIG THANKS to Ashraf.To those in 3f, im going to confess.The chem book i was holding was Ashrafs'.Thanks to me, he got jacked by mr teo because he 'didnt bring his book'.Omg.Im so indebted.Thanks so much.
Well, nothing much to add.Life has been stupid & pathetic.The only thing positive in my life right now is that ive finished emaths and im watching tv before i sleep.Everything else basically sucks.
Tomorrows the GB course.Fuck it lahh.Whatever.Im going settle some matters before sleeping.

2009-10-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

Ok,im going to rant about my life so better off dont read.Ill be talking crap.

Im so sick of being judged by people.I could tolerate 1 or 2 a day but today just crossed my line.Why cant you people just be happy about other peoples' happiness.Im fucking sick of having to live up to other peoples' expectations.They want me to get straight As, i tried okay.They want me to make more friends cause they think im anti-social,so i make more friends even though i know they dont give a shit about me.They want me to be more understanding,okay fine, I rant less and listen more.But you people just refuse to say that youre happy with the way i am.And as my family,you should be more understanding and know that i cant be good at everything.I have to handle all kinds of fucking shit at school so i dont need any of those from home.Im already so busy with school and you expect so much from me.Im not a robot okay.Im not perfect at everything.Even though i scored top in the level for humans in the MYE,you werent happy.What do i need to do to make you happy with the way i am.Im just so sick of this okay.Other than you,people outside keep judging me as if im abnormal or something.If you expect so much from me,why cant i expect more from you.You havent really been family to me.Whatever,i just refuse to care anymore.

2009-10-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

Hello.Went on a shopping spree at IMM.Bought converse sneakers and Fila clothes. :D yaye.One of my wants fulfilled.!

2009-10-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I'm back from my oh-so-boring Sunday.
Did nothing because i wanted my eye to get better.
So i slept a lot and took lots of medication.
To the extent that my saliva now tastes like drain water.
Yay.Im better now.My eye isnt swelling anymore.
No operation for me.Hurray!

Well,now that im better,i can continue studying.Niyi and I are meeting on Tuesday at Jurong Regional Library to study.Hopefully, I can focus more now that the exams are over and the pressure is off.I can have the time in the world to absorb and understand the info.
Yes.Im rich now.But its not enough to get me all the wants ive posted.Maybe ill buy the bag,the racquet and the converse sneakers.Yeah.Hmm,that means no movies or outings.How?.Im going to be patient and wait for my money to accumulate even more, so i can buy these items and still have enough for movies.Maybe i should get Everlast sneakers instead.Theyre much cheaper.Wahhaha.Im on my way to becoming a financial advisor.

Thats all for now.
TTYL. :D

2009-10-17T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Went to Tiong today.Had the SJ meeting.For those who were wondering,the spectacles i wore had degrees.Anyway,i needed to cover my stupid swelling eye.I just dont like wearing it to school.I feel more carefree without it.
Saw Wei lun :D and Lisin:).Good luck for Os people!
Ohoh,saw Phyllis:) a few days back.Good luck too!
Saw Ryan,Edward and Joon Guan.Haiyah,these people no need my luck.They already so smart.

Ohoh,met WinXD and Lishanth:).They were going for tution.Glad to know youre using the wallet.It really makes me happy when someone shows me that they appreciate what i do for them.You guys should stop cursing one another.Its not a very good thing.Cant wait till after your Os.I want to learn tennis!Hope im a fast learner so i wont bother you so much.Thanks for agreeing to teach me :D Now i need to buy a tennis racquet.What brand should i buy?Prince?I saw a great colour at Tiong Sportslink.Hmms,cant wait.

Oh,went around with Rhonda :D and Jon :D.Me and Rhon were being retarded,we wanted to eat lunch at KFC then go BK for desert then go Mac eat something else.But when we went to BK,we felt like vomiting.haha.Rhonda was like..

Me: So hows the cake,nice right?
Rhonda: (silent)
Me:(Waiting)
Rhonda: Hmm.Quite nice.I only like the bottom part.
after some time,
Me:I feel like vomiting.
Rhonda:Me too.

Then went to Bata,then Rhonda and i were searching for new WHITE shoes cause the new rules state that only white shoes will be allowed.Sighs.Rhonda wants the cookie monster shoe.haha.

Thats all.Byebye.

2009-10-16T05:07:00.001-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday Win Soon!:]

Ok basically,ive posted the same thing on FB.haha.Nvm.
Thanks for being a really great senior.My message should have summarised everything.haha.Sorry for bothering you just now with my ridiculous messages.Those who havent bought Win anything,buy him something!haha.

Ok,on to other matters.Actually today was freakin pissed off by something.Thanks to Win for making me feel better.I dont think i want to mention names because that wouldnt be nice would it.Well,got back my results today.I did better than what i thought i did.It was definitely worse than what im capable of but nevermind,Ive accepted the fact thanks to..

WinWin:),
Wynette:),
Mavis:),
Jessica:),
Nadia:),
Eunice:),
Amanda P:),
Amanda Ho:),
Soon Kong:),
Mdm Sarifah:),

So thanks thanks thanks. :]
So today after school went to tiong.Met Jessica,Tracy and Eunice.The conversations varied from uptight angry to silly and that-was-more-than-i-needed-to-know info.Hope that band would be able to solve the problem and be the wooonderful military band we all know.

Alright,im going to carry on with my maths TYS.Then have to study Chem.
Byebye.

2009-10-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hello.
School has been pretty okay.Nothing much to comment about.

Thanks again to Wynette and Mavis who really made me feel better.

Sorry if i kind of offended you guys these days.My emotions are kind of unstable now.I think im suffering from bipolar disorder.Well at least Im not majoring in hospitality and travel tourism.

Thanks to Jessica for helping me out with the favour in the morning.

Thanks a lot to Win for the pep talk you gave me in the canteen.Though it wasnt really a mouthful of advice,i guess it makes sense.And thanks for offering to tutor me next year.Glad to hear that you aren't stressed.

Nothing much to add.Just that Im happy with what Mr Ng said today.

2009-10-11T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Back to blog again.
Wow, I love glee.
For those who dont know what Glee is, its a new american drama cum musical.
Its quite disgusting but very entertaining.They renew the songs sang by famous artistes and surprisingly,they sound better!
You guys can watch it online actually.

And i love Owl City.
Its this new band or something-i dont know and i really dont care.Their music is really cool.Like the one i posted in my blog.Try listening to it.Its really nice.

Wow, living with a student who is taking O level or A level is hard.In this case, my younger sis is taking her Os and my elder sis is taking her As.I am of course affected by this.I can only watch TV during certain times of the day and im not allowed to sing in the house.It may sound funny but yes, Im not allowed to sing.

Shall update again tommorow,
See ya.

2009-10-08T17:12:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Im back , now that exams are over.Im going to start using proper english now so that next time it would be a breeze for me to write essays.Alright.Where should i start?
English- Paper 1, screwed
-Paper 2, good
Maths- Paper 1,good
-Paper 2,screwed
Humans-SS,Quite ok
-Geog,screwed
Bio-Paper 1,good
-Paper 2,screwed
Chem-Paper 1, OK
-Paper 2,OK but im very worried
Malay-Paper 1,good
-Paper 2,very good
Art-Super screwed,gonna fail kinda screwed, until i feel like dropping art now kinda screwed.

My exams are screwed and i know why.I havent been consistent enough.After the june holidays, it was very difficult for me to catch up with my studies because during the holidays,i was busy with ANCO which equals to me having no time to revise.Sighs.
But what has passed,has passed.I cant change what happened in the past.Lets just all be forward looking.Im not excited about getting my results back but, with the knowledge that I have tried my best,i would be happy with whatever I get.
And look on the bright side, its not my Os! So i shouldnt feel sad.I should reflect on what i did wrong and improve myself.Like after this, im going to continue my maths TYS.I must be consistent.Dont let setbacks set me back in life.haha.Discipline is the bridge between goals and success.That is what i lack- disciplining myself to avoid committing bad vices in the life of an average 15 year old.
Giving up because of such trivial matters would be sheer lunacy.

Ok.Back to the current updates of my life.After doing some math excercises in my maths TYS,im off to Tiara to play TT with bamboo.Then im going off at 1 for the ACSI IB openhouse.Didnt want to go but my mum insists that I should present myself.Sighs.So now im going.Nothing much to update.Shall update more often because exams are over now.

Signing off,
Syukri

2009-08-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hellos.Teachers day sucks.I hate being in the planning committee.I spent my whole weekend cutting papers,counting money,looking through receipts and calling Lailin to discuss the thing.Thank god its over.Oh,just remembered what Penguin and Monkey told me.
THE BAR THEORY.
1)Believe in yourself.You can do it.
2)Action.Study hard.Work towards your goal.
3)Results.If you have the right motivation and strive towards your goal,you will get the results you want.
Thanks Wynetto and Mavis.I think the theory really works.:)
Well,heres my theory.
Dont follow your dream.When you follow something,you are always behind it.Chase your dream.That way,you will achieve it.
Well,ATC is in December.Well,i think ill go.Because actually i dont want to go.But everytime i dont want to go for a camp,ill go in the end and enjoy it.So,i think ill have a great time there.
Well,the sec 4s are going for their Os soon.Makes me wonder,what am i going to do in the coming future?Am i to venture into JC or Poly.If i go to JC,what subjects should i do and do i take H1 or H2?If i go poly,what course do i take?Sighs.Whatever.Im too young and innocent to handle the stress the future offers.

2009-08-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hey.Had AFA yesterday.I didnt study at all but i think ill pass because the questions were quite simple.Woah.Saw my section mates.Missed them all.But Eng Kiat was having his heart savers course so i couldnt say hi to him. :( KC slapped my stomach thrice which made my stomach hurt the whole day.Amanda,please so something about that.thanks lots.its appreciated.Well,nothing much to add.Miss playing table tennis.Life sucks as always.Byes.

2009-08-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

Well,im posting again.Been busy.FYE sucks.Whatever.Life just sucks.

2009-08-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

Here for short one.Since *coughs* asked me to blog.Well,life has been at full speed.Would like to thank Win SOOO much for the talk.You're awesome man.Your advice really helped.Good luck with your Os.I know you can ace it.:)

Well went IKEA today to survey the prices for SJ.Well,im so exhausted.Preparing for tests.Settling SJ stuff.Making sure SNCOs dont complain about us.Which i know some already have.My ears are not supersonic but im not stupid.Im not angry,just sad that you didnt bother to ask me what my plans for Log was.You could have told it straight to my face so i could at least improve myself.Why did you talk behind my back?That way,i would get a chance to speak on the behalf of the logistics and i can assure you that the Log is working hard to fix the room and everything in it.Im holding three posts for gods sake.Try to understand that i cant excel at all three.I must prioritise.And last month i was busy with photo collage and the board so the room is kinda messed up.Anyway its just after National Day cum RHD so the room is really messy.Now im done with publications,so im starting on Log.Actually i have started already by going to IKEA today.Do you think i like to see the room in a mess?I wanna clean it up but im not a robot.Please understand.My squad is full of prefects,SLs and Excos.They are all busy.If you think we are inefficient,im sorry that we cant satisfy you.
Im seriously not angry.Just didnt expect this from you.You could have been suggestive and supportive like other SNCOs.Not cranky and upset.

2009-08-19T04:54:00.001-07:00

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2009-07-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

Hello.Played TT with Magnus,Xavier,LL,Shaun,FK and Kai Jie.Magnus is quite good.I hope i can have a rematch with him.Well,nothing much happened.Flag bearer for NDP.Its cool.First time talking to Sham and Felicia's bro.Sighs,Win injured his ankle.Hope he gets better. :]

2009-07-26T07:17:00.000-07:00

我爱不
我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑

I dont know what to do.

2009-07-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today went to Magnus's house to play table tennis.Hey,met WinXD there.He was playing with Cheryl,Shi Jie,Wei Lun,Cui Ling and Xuan??I forgot her name but her class tee said Xuan.CL and Xuan went home after some time.Then we played against Jeremy and Zhuo Hong(dont know how to spell man).Wahh,his serve is spinning like crazy.Very difficult to counter.Sorry didnt zip your bag for you Win:(.And sorry for not playing basketball with you.Maybe another time?Really sorry.Benjamin was hilarious.He likes to make fun of Cheryl's dragon surf??hahas.She taught me how to surf like her,but of course i dont bang my feet.hahah.Sorry didnt play with you Shijie.I really suck.I suck so much you'd cry.haha.Eh,the cadbury ad is seriously retarded.Look at all the vids.Its crazy.

2009-07-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

Hey,im here for a quick post.I need to do a lot of things.Study for Chem and Bio test.Then do HW.Then start on national photo collage comp.Then do the pet rocket.Stupid pet rocket.Today went tiong with Tracy,Mavis and Eunice. :] Had fun talking to them.Stupid Xavier,never help me with pet rocket. Arghhh.Gotta go.

2009-07-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hey,did the sj board yesterday.Its ok.Not bad.Saw Win while doing the board.Said Hi together with Rhonda,Sharmine and Jon.I think we shouldnt have done that.Its so embarrassing for him.Oh,thanks for stealing a bread for me.haha.Very funny Win.Training today,dont wanna blog about it cause it might send off the wrong message.This doesnt mean i didnt like the training or anything.Ok then,so long.

2009-07-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today had school.Hey met Win:) in the way to SJ room.Nice to see him smiling again.Had RHC meeting.So freaking boring and a waste of my time.And I just lost my interest to play TT for Sports Fiesta after today.Rhonda,you should understand.Oh,special thanks to Tracy hung!:)She has helped me a lot these few days.We were like messaging each other while watching heroes 3.Like when Claire's head was cut,she'll message me about it.Oh and thanks a lot Mavis,you've helped me a lot these days too.And Fan Kai was freaking hilarious during english lesson.Oh,thanks Chee leong for helping me with trigo.Next week,we will be having training!Finally man.I dont really have a lot to say now because my life hasnt really been interesting.So thats for now.

2009-07-16T07:51:00.001-07:00

OMG.Im so sorry for the late post.Ive been pretty busy.I cant imagine hows Jia Sheng.Well,nothing much has been happening.BNCO mock test with sec 2s,2 passes only.Is my test too difficult?Sighs.I dont like being an NCO.It sucks.Today played table tennis at Tiara.I need to learn how to cut properly.I dont know how im going to play during Sports Fiesta.I'll be having RHC duty,cultural booth duty and FA duty maybe too.I have a lot of tests coming.Wahh go die lahh..Freaking tests.I havent been having enough sleep and cant even freaking concentrate during class.Fuck man.I hate this...

2009-06-26T18:59:00.000-07:00

Hellos.
Found out my posts already.Wahh,JS and Sharmine SC.Well heres my posts :
Logistics Head
Publications NCO
Sec 3'10 Deputy Commander

Wow.Kind of shocked that i got 3 posts.
Frankly speaking,i dont like my posts but as long as i can contribute to the core,im happy.
Well,Maam Ting Xin has been disturbing me about Sir Dexian!!Wahlau ehh.You and SGT You Kang!!! =P Yesterday had stock check.First time as a Log. Head and i sucked at the job.Diaos.Nevermind,shall try harder next time.Well,heres like the hierarchy of the posts,what i can remember only luh.

OIC : Mr Lim Jia Sheng
OICA: Ms Sharmine Low
Admin(Head) : Ms Rhonda Wong
Finance : Mr Wong Soon Kong
Public Duty(Head) : Mr Low Jon Hon
Public Duty(Deputy):Ms Amanda Ho
Logistics Head: Mr Nabil Syukri
Logistics Deputy: Ms Eileen Kong
Publications Head:Ms Eileen Kong
Publications Deputy: Mr Nabil Syukri
Welfare Head: Mr Wong Soon Kong
Recreational Department Head: Ms Jacelyn Angkasa
Recreational Department Deputy: Ms Rhonda Wong

Squad Commanders:
Sec 1 '10 :Ms Amanda Ho
Mr Low Jon Hon
Sec 2'10: Mr Lim Jia Sheng
Ms Jacelyn Angkasa
Sec 3'10: Mr Nabil Syukri
Ms Sharmine Low

2009-06-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hellos.H1N1 is so irritating.
I wanna go out for training!!Damn it.
Nevermind.Sighs.Im going to finish hw soon already.
Now im addicted to Facebook,dont know why.Its so stupid, Maam TX put "Sir DexianX Nabil" on the discussion board of ANCO.So lame.Later ill put her with SGT You Kang.Wahahah.Eng Kiat is like superrrrrrr busy dont know why also.He doesnt even have time to tell me his busy.=.= Nvm.School is gonna reopen and i hope that my marks will not drop.I dont mind if it doesnt improve but at least dont deprove.
Win is back from Malaysia!! :]

2009-06-21T05:51:00.000-07:00

ANCO 09 so totally rocks!!

1st day- Reported with JiaSheng,SK,Jacelyn,Eeileen and Kwan hua.
-Was section IC so I reported strength
-Moved to Ubin while talking to EngKiat:)
-Engkiat fell sick halfway through the journey:(
-He reported sick and had to wear these tags at his hand.I called him power ranger because of it.haha.

I shall skip the rest of day 1 because it was mainly lessons for brigade forms,triage and commset.
Oh,talking about that.I was made Triage OIC.It was really hard.Im like running around distributing tasks and all the ncos are like, "IC,i want my strength now!","IC,are you sure theres no more casualties?","IC,control your men well!".They are all like shouting at me.It was really stressful.However,i really should thank Sir Kwee Haan for guiding me along.Hes really understanding.

2nd day
- It was OOA time!Everything went smoothly but i had a hard time listening to the walkie talkie and teaching the game at the same time.They were like "Safety IC to sierra 2,whats your current sit rep,over?".And i didnt hear.But once i heard,"Sierra 2 sit rep normal over".Then most of the time they would reply, "Sierra 2,cannot copy last over."So i need to repeat.Haiyah,commset sucks.haaha.
-Yay Sir Dexian said that our platoon has the best proposals among the camp.Oh,but Lydia,the chairman,didnt want to report strength to the DO cause she wasnt sure what to do.So i had to replace the chairman for that period of time.And it sucks to be the course IC,even for a while.Sir Justin is like "IC,dont waste my time,whats my strength?"He said that like every minute.Wahpiang eh.So stressed.Then i reported the strength but the DO,maam tengteng wanted to know how many were present,absent,sick and where were those who werent there.So i took strength again.
I liked section 1's OOA.The games were fun and Benjamin is a good chairman.

3rd day
-It was MOI time!Had FD MOI first with Sir WeiQiang.Wow,i really respect Sir Weiqiang man.He allowed us to choose what set we wanted!!OMG.Hes so nice luh.So he explained my mistakes at the end.He said that i concentrate too much on the footwork when i should concentrate more on the hands.I guess its true but i wanted to make sure that i say the command at the correct leg.Oh then he wanted us to ask him FD questions.Guess what?I bombed him like crazy ..but i think hes fine with it.He really answered all my queries.Now i know which is the correct drills.Hes truly a cool footdrill instructor.He also made up a really great dance routine for the song.
-Next was FA MOI.My judge was Sir Zhenshun and Sir Poh Boon.Yaye,Sir Poh Boon likes my teaching aid.
-Campfire!!Our skit is lame and it sucks.But you gotta understand,so many people from my section fall out then how to carry out the proper one.Then,they needed a volunteer from every section so i went down.I ended up being named 'Most macho-looking'.So lame.Haha.Its all Darren's fault luh.And Sir Dexian also.haha.

Sir Dexian likes to bully me!!=P He invented this new way of calling my name.Everytime he sees me he'll say "Hey Naaabil."Then during the camp,he picked up grasshoppers and threw it at me.haha.Then during the nightwalk,he poked my lips.He hit my head with the saddle during lunch.And he likes to make fun of my sideburns.i shaved my sideburns off and he will everytime say, "Haiyah Nabil,its your sideburns lah."And then during the mass dance he said "Wah, Nabil so hot!".Then now the whole camp knows me because of Darren and Sir Dexian,haha.But i dont mind luh.People may not like him because he's strict but hes very nice actually.Serious.Just follow his instructions and he wont punish us.I miss Sir Dexian. :/

4th Day
-Got woken up and had to pack my sleeping bag.Ran out to fall in.Then debrief.There were 'some people' who gave really unecessary feedback.And i meant the trainees luh,not the officers.Nevermind,then after that we took photos and oh, EngKiat was back!yaye.He no longer needed those tags.And the way he calls my name is the same way Sir Dexian calls me.Wished that he wasnt so sick during the camp,then we could have talked more.I really pity him,he missed like the whole camp.Nevermind,then reached back to Singapore,settled down.Had final debrief then we were released.Had group hug with Sir Dexian.Said goodbye to EngKiat. :( Went back home.
Najihah- Thanks for doing up the proposal.I think if it werent for you,we surely couldnt finish the proposal. :]

YuZheng- Thanks for being the joker of our section.You helped our section a lot especially during field cooking when we were forced to eat all that food.Thanks a lot man.

Leon- Im sure you'll pass lah, dont be so worried.Thanks for helping out.

Engkiat- Power Ranger!!haha.I was really impressed by your MOI.You may not have brought any teaching aids but you managed to catch the attention of the 'class'.Really pity you man.Falling sick during ANCO is just horrid.I think you didnt like it when we kept asking "Are you ok?Can or not?If cannot must say".Sorry if it kinda made you feel useless or something.Youre not,obviously.Hope we can meet again soon.

2009-06-15T06:50:00.005-07:00

Hello.
Today went to meet Maam Cheryl,oh wrong, Cheryl.
Needed her to teach me square lashing for the platoon flag.
Talked to her a bit about our squad & ANCO.
She got me thinking.Should i really go JC?Or maybe Poly can be considered?I dont know luh.

Yay!Sir Dexian said that i can do anything with the flag.
Wahh,clerical ability can die lah.42 pages!!ahh.
The comm set notes are freakin funny.Anson to jacky over.Jacky send over.Current Papa over.
What the hell lahh.Im excited yet nervous man!!
Can i bring the pole into the MRT??My dad said its not allowed.Hmmph.

Today wahh.Damn packed.
Morning woke up at 7.30 then straight away start MOI.
Then do everything until around 12.
Then msg-ed Cheryl.Then go out at 1.Met her at 2+.
Then reached home and Amanda asked me to print stuff for her.
So i printed the proposals,the cheer paper and her stuff.
My black ink needs to be refilled already.WTH.

Im gonna continue with MOI now.

Signing off,
Loving my platoon
Eggcited for ANCO
Syukri

2009-06-14T06:23:00.001-07:00

Hello everyone.
Here to blog again.Today i on the laptop for almost 12 hours to research on sprains for my MOI.Sprains are actually quite complicated.Sighs nevermind luh.My bill is sure to go off the roof this month.Messaging my setionmates who are like 10 people.So every msg need to be sent to 10 people.
Sighs.ANCO is this thursday.Am i prepared?Sir Dexian said that they have decided who are going to pass easily and who are going to struggle.I hope im one of those who can pass.Sighs.My MOI is kinda colourful.I know i talk a lot about Sir Dexian but i dont know why his emails kinda leave an impact on me.He's actually freakin caring can.He scolds us to correct our mistakes and he praises us when we do good.If we had gotten someone who doesnt come for platoon meetings,doesnt help us with the flag & proposal and doesnt care if we pass or fail...we are sure to die.Sighs,i really wanna help some of my sectionmates.Some are really too quiet.Some contribute a lot of ideas but didnt hand in the lesson plan??Thats really weird ya know.
Did Win go m'sia??Hmm,i guess so.I feel like watching a movie.Ive been so busy with homework,ANCO and previously FAC.ANCO is really taking up a lot of my time.And i dunno why,i dont mind.I really hate the homework given man.ERGHHH.I feel like tearing all these worksheets.A movie would really make me feel better.Wish there was someone who was willing to go with me...

Signing off,
Loving my platoon
Scared for ANCO
Syukri

2009-06-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

Harlo.
Yay,im having more section meetings!!I love my section & platoon.
Sir Dexian is back to serious mode.
His email is very scary.
Sir Dexian makes ANCO sound like a camp from hell or something.
But i know he's like that because he wants all of us to pass.

Sighs.Today we had FD MOI practice.It was kind of a waste of time cause only JS practiced.
However, since i got to meet up with my squadmates,it wasnt a total loss.
Ive been sleeping a lot!!I dont know whats wrong with me.
I think i should start on FA MOI before Sir Dexian does the mock assessment next week.
Or he would say i dont give a shit about ANCO.
Anyways,I didnt really get what he was trying to say in his email about my MOI.

I feel the tension rising.Im starting to get nervous again.I dont wanna fail ANCO.
Hope ive made a good impression.

Win!! Hope to see you soon so we can talk properly and not through your tagboard.Wish you wouldnt keep prompting me about her.There are currently more important things i have to concentrate on than a girl.Exams are over and im happy with the results.FAC is over and i'd say we did pretty well.Now its time for ANCO.Then itll be soccer comp.Then its back to exams.Win,i totally agree with you,life sucks.But im sure yours suck more than mine.You always sound so stressed out.Sighs.

Well,im signing off
Missing my squad,
Loving my platoon,
Scared for ANCO,
Syukri

2009-06-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

Harloo.
Life has been fine.
FAC
Ok,ill start by saying that we won 2nd.Woohoo.So in the morning,went JS house to polish boots and have a bit of verbal case.Then went MAC for breakfast.Then it was time to go school.From the time i stepped out of my house,i felt nervous.Then after uniform check,went to change and off to HQ.Then we went into waiting room & i saw my section mates!!Engkiat,Yuzheng,Leon and Najihah.I always call EngKiat Engkang.haha.Both EK mahh.Yuzheng was sitting right in front of me.
Uniform Check.
Hey, isnt the commander Sir Justin??Then during uniform check,my leg was like shaking really badly.So when i lift my leg up,its shaking.When i bang,it shakes more.But thank god my command not shaky.Then we headed back into the room.Then it took us damn long to do something.
Footdrill
When they called us out for FD,i wasnt nervous already.And i was sick on FAC day so when i shout,theres this husky tone.After finish FD,the judge said...
Judge:Your FD is fantastic.But i dont know how to judge your hormat cause the others do this,but you all do this.Can i know where you all learn that?
Me:We learned it during Footdrill comp.We used it because we can coordinate better and its unique also.
Judge:But i dont know whether i should judge you based on creativity & uniqueness or technique.Ok nevermind.Can i know how you all did last year?
Me: I think we got around 36.
Judge:Ok,there seems to be improvement then.
And guess how much we got, 27.What the hell??What improvement is there?Nevermind.
Short Case
Entered the scene,removed the danger.YES.Then did everything well.Then SK bandage the head but then it slipped off.Then i was like shit.So i started talking to the judge to distract him.Then he say SK say already.Then at the end of the case,the judge say we did well but...He raised the elbow and there it was,an untreated injury.Then we went back into the room and we were all like..okay short case cannot win already.
Long Case
Did everything necessary.Then there was no gloves.So i shouted at Dr Han, "SIR,WHERE IS THE GLOVES?!!!" Then he said the people are getting for us, so he will add time for us.The case is actually okay but the casualty ahh, wah cannot take it man.
Girl :"Hey,who are you?!"
Me:"I told you already,we are from SJ."
After a few seconds..
Girl: "What you doing?Who are you?"
Me:"WE ARE FROM SJ"
Girl:"Why are you shouting at me?!!
Me:Okay,sorry i shouted at you.I need you to cooperate.(I accidentally laughed)
Girl:You laugh for what?You think very funny is it?!!
Me:I didnt laugh.I didnt laugh.
Girl:Then what was that?You laughed at me!!
Me:Okay sorry i laughed okay.
Girl:I want to see my friend quah quek!!What happened?Quah QUEK!!!
Me:(Holding down her hand)Maam,i need you to stop moving.
Girl:Dont touch me luh!
Me:Maam,i need you to cooperate ok.If you dont cooperate..blahblah lecturing her...
Girl:(Looking away)
Me:Maam i need you to look at me when i talk to you.
Girl:Dont want leh.I dont wanna look at you.
Me:(Moving my head in front of her face.)
Girl:(Move her head to the other side.)
TOC
Toc was okay luhh.Dont really wanna specify.
Platoon Meeting
Had 3rd section meeting cum platoon meeting yesterday.Some of the people from my section didnt come. :( Nevermind.We kinda discussed the OOA again cause the flour game was rejected.Yay,got new game already.Then we did our platoon flag.At first the paint smudged.So Sir De Xian asked us to wash it.I think our platoon kinda lucky to get Sir De Xian cause he helped us a lot.Like when we couldnt find a date for a platoon meeting,he proposed to have two separate section meetings.Then he painted the flag together with us.Yay,the platoon flag is nicee.Went home and helped to touch up cause the yellow paint has somewhat faded.Yong Liang!!!Im not a mat!haha.I think we are gonna have another section meeting to discuss our MOI and all the other stuff.

Signing off,
Syukri

2009-06-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hello:)
Had ANCO briefing on Sunday.Not bad lahh.Sir De Xian quite fierce but still,everythings fine.At first, my section was SUPERRR QUIET.Wahh,then go for the first OOA meeting,it got better.People started giving ideas, really good ones too.Then today we went for our second meeting.And it was damn funny can.They started giving retarted comments which made everyone laugh like woah.Of course we still managed to finish up some OOA matters.Been messaging Eng Kiat,my section mate, about the OOA stuff like a lot,i mean a lot.Hes from Maris.Ive also made an aquaintance with Yong Liang from Hai Sing.I dont get all this politics thing.I dont think any of my section mates are going to sabo each other.I think we share a mutual feeling.We all wanna go through the camp,enjoy it and pass it,learn several skills and after that..just relax.With FAC,HW,ANCO.Woah.Came home after ANCO briefing and fell sick.Really sick.Fever and fatique.My vision became kinda blur and my stomach hurt.I thought i had swine flu.Sighs.Thank God i feel better.Cant wait for the next Section 4 meeting but i dont know how i should feel about the camp.hmm
Signing off,
Syukri:)

2009-05-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hello.I know my results already.I dont wanna say my level position cause i dont want to upset other people.If you wanna know,come find me personally ok? I feel freakin happy with my marks but im very sad because my friends are sad.
Jacelyn : Trust me,its ok to cry but after some time you have to stop thinking about it and be more forward-looking.FAC is coming..ANCO is coming.Lets put our best self forward for these two events.And to display your best self,you have to bring up your morale.So just focus on what you can still succeed at and reflect on what you have deproved in.
Laura:All i have to say is RELAX man...
Win:You are capable of better grades Win!!Your targets prove that its true.And you wont be getting your million dollars!!haha.

2009-05-27T02:12:00.000-07:00

OH WOW.What a wonderful day!Yesterday went to tiong with Casa,Bill and Laura to have dinner.My treat yeah,for Bills last-year birthday.In the end,we met JS,JK and Hong Da.So i just treat them also lor.Bill is so irritating,telling me about what green light and red light??I dont get it Bill.haha.Then when we eating,i kept laughing.Everytime i look at casa i feel like laughing.Then when i laugh,Casa will laugh.When Casa laugh,Bill will laugh.Haha.Then after dinner,went home with Bill,Hong Da and Casa.Bill left at redhill and there were 3 seats for me,casa and hong da.Hong da im going to kill you!!He sat opposite us and left me and casa sitting beside each other.So we kinda talked.Hong da dropped at commonwealth and asked me to 'have fun'.It was the first time i could have a proper convo with Casa.Dont wanna discrete what we talked about cause maybe Casa would mind?Yup.All i can say is,i had a great time.Hope to hang out more with Casa and Bill.Maybe watch a movie when im done with FAC.Oh,special thanks to Win for the advice.And i was not flirting okayy.You didnt look so well today.Neither did your pants.haha.Get better soon.And i dont get how you flick the ice sooo far luhh.Thanks again man.

2009-05-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hello.Had a lot of trainings this week.Monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday and today.Well,the best training so far is today cause i met Bill and JunKang on the way home.Hmphh,top in 3F is 11th position in level.Thats kind of weird.Nevermind.I think top in level is Sharmine.Then second is Fransisca.Then 3rd is Jona.Then 4th is either Ching Hui or Hwan Heo.Oh ya,Hwan!You beat me again!I give up man.You win luh.Sorry people,havent been blogging cause ive been having training.Everyday go home later than supposed to.6.35 then 6.45 then 7.Suppose to be 6 lah.I go home then by 8 i fall asleep.Usually when reading my FA manual.I dont think i absorbed anything luhh.ARGH.I hardly have time to iron my school uniform.Im freakin tired luhh.But its ok 2 more weeks of endurance guys!Lets do this.Win champion for everything man!Oh Win,your bag is not crappy luh. :] Its like around 200 bucks lah.See you on monday yeah.Oh heres a video Bill wanted to see,so im posting it.Taylor swift looks great luh even when shes nerdy.

2009-05-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Yesterday had training.Was horrible at the start but then it became fine.Doing what we were suppose to do,train.Great job AC1!I think it was a good start after so long.Our footdrill just needs more jerking and my commanding needs to be improved a bit.We should be okay after that. :]Cmon team,just 2 more weeks!!lets endure till the competition and win champion!Hope Jacelyns team is okay.Wanna apologize on behalf of my team.Sorry for kinda suanning you all with your mistakes.You all can surely do better!Cmon people!

2009-05-13T05:41:00.001-07:00

IT HAS BEEN 365 DAYS SINCE IVE WATCHED A MOVIE..
Ironman was the latest one and ive checked the ticket,13th may 2008.OMG.Well,exams are finally over.Here comes SJ.

15^th May 2009

16^th May 2009

18th May 2009

19^th May 2009

20th May 2009

21^st May 2009

22^nd May 2009

23^rd May 2009

25th may 2009

26^th May 2009

28^th May 2009

29^th May 2009

30^th May 2009

2^nd June 2009

3^rd June 2009

4^th June 2009

5^th June 2009

6^th June 2009

You get the idea.Sighs.I hope my marks wont spiral down cause my social life is.I dont know how im going to train for FAC.Im kinda exhausted and im currently studying first aid.Today is the day my exams ended and it is the day i have to start reading up first aid.My brain is screaming out for help.I think im experiencing a migraine.I read up the FA manual and it makes sense.I feel pain on one side of my brain.When i look at bright light or hear loud music,my brain feels this pounding pain.And just now during my art exam,i saw the clock spinning.Serious.But i dont think its a migraine lah.Not so serious.I like to exaggerate.Congrats Win for getting highest for chinise. :]

2009-04-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

Going for a quick post yeah.Tuesday is the mye English paper.The compre is from our Lit.Non fiction book.So ive been like reading through it and well,its tough.Good luck to everybody:]
Jessica,you can do it!!Youve beaten me for two years,you can do it again!!

2009-04-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you Leonard and Te Sing for teaching me maths !!
Thanks Ryan for trying. :]
Now i can do my 6.2!thank you!
Ok,tomorrow got bio test.Gotta go.

2009-04-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Jacelyn isnt the CSM.I have nothing more to say because i think SK and Amanda is going deaf hearing me complain.But since Jacelyn seems happy for JS , i should be too.And yeah Jacelyn.We are going to beat Hwan this time round..(in denial)...
I dont get a single thing coming out from mr teo's mouth.Both the mr teos.Thats why i think it would wise enough to do self-study.
Well,i dont know what to say about this week.Still horrible.I feel like sleeping when its only the second period.Really trying hard to beat Hwan.I think its impossible lah.His marks are like so much better than mine.Im kinda excited about MYE cause i cant wait to get over it.I just wanna continue with my normal boring life.I miss sleeping properly.

I have deleted what i have originally blogged because it is getting undesired attention.Well,i should be getting my new crumpler next week.Finally something to look forward to in my life.It so sucks.

2009-04-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

hello.Sorry for not blogging for so long.I had to study for my exams...and here i am still studying.Just passed by blogs and had the urge to blog.Well life totally sucks now.The tests aint making it any better.I have decided.I am going to fail ANCO and stay a cadet in HQ.Hope Jacelyn is the new CSM.I will never and have no reason to be jealous over such a post.I just hope that they make the right choice.I will seriously be damn pissed off if IT happens.Whatever now i need to get back to studying...Sighs

2009-04-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hey,sorry for not blogging.
Have been quite busy.Some more MYE is coming,so rushrushrush!!
Ok.Lets talk about the march hols first.Well,some holiday.(Rolling eyes)
Friday,Saturday,Sunday- FAC camp
Wednesday-XC recee trip
Thursday-Sana course
Friday-FAC training
Saturday-Civil defence course
7 days of st john.amazing.
Managed to finish homework,if that excluded chem.haha.
Studied for Chem test.Sorry couldnt be there at Angelins party. :(
I heard stories though,and it wasnt pleasing.So no regrets.
Then tuesday had training.Well, i think my team did quite okay.Just that the bandaging was quite horrible.sorry JS.Well,PT was faster this time.BOC!!Zhi xue, nice one.Yeah,ive beaten Khin hong.Hes really fast.Well, hey log is fun!!Thanks jessica for helping. :)Shall reply to tags.

JK:I have explained to you de.So yah.
Lailin: Umm, no.
Niyi:Great job Niyi!:)
Huiying:Hahas.Bond mahh.
Hayley:Okays.Soon..
Jessica:):Good job jessica! 1st for x country once again!unbeatable man. :)
Edward: Frankly speaking,you have a physique of someone who is into sports and maths.Not the artistic type.So yah.But youve proved me wrong.great job.
Ryan: Hey,good to see youve posted.Youre so high now.haha.Its ok.Sec 4's tough.Take care too. :]
Luqman:Yup still remember. :]Shall link you soon,once im free to go online again.
Niyi:Updated.Going to poke you again tmrw. :p

2009-03-15T23:18:00.000-07:00

Hey, gonna blog about the camp.Thanks jacelyn for caring.I was just super angry and frustrated.
1st day- Didnt go home because i didnt have the time.Then when fall in, we standardised everything like crazy.Then bag check.My bio book got crushed!argh.Then went to bunk.Then went for PTA.Was soooooooooo boring.Then went back for camp.Then had FAC time.The case was quite horrible.Then was sooo sian.Then had case.Wow, i dont know why i said facial fracture.Sir hakim said it was 63 %.Then went to sleep.I think.
Then woke up the next day.Had PT.Then had breakfast.Then had footdrill.Sir teo came around....so yah.Then had TOC.Case improved!Yeah.Then had TOC again.Sir lee came down.What he said is true you know.I was so into his motivational speech until his phone rang.It was his 'ringtone'.I tried to control myself but i burst out a short ,small laughter.It was superrrrr funny.Hilarious.Then had FAC case.Sir Hakim came down.We did RTA case.Wow.It was quite well done.Improved to 73%.Then had another case.Was horrible.I forgot that epinephrine is for anaphylatic shock.I confused it with angina, which was actually, aerosol spray or aspirin tablet.But in the fa book, it only states epinephrine as an injection thingy.So when CPL ben said it was a in tablet form.Straight away angina came to my mind.Sighs.NVM.Then had more case at night.For my side, it was quite simple.But JS's side was a bit dificult.I told JS that the pink cheeks were because of the smoke but it was actually carbon monoxide poisoning.Sighs.Nevermind.At least my no.1 skills are kinda getting better.Then we had supper and they sent us to sleep.We knew that they wouldnt let us sleep early for no reason.When i woke up, i saw everyone running out, so i also ran out.But it was too late.Was punished.Then had PT session.Was tiring but okkkk.Then went back to sleep.Then woke up and my legs were aching but nvm.Then had PT.Then breakfast.I dont know why ben didnt like the breakfast.I think its nice.Then had activities.Walao, Ben is so flexible when it comes to joking.I couldnt control myself.Then had cheer fight.It was superr fun.Then break camp.Hey met jacelyn, so ate with her.Talked about the camp.Went back to school to discuss FA.Saw JS and Ryan.We practiced command a bit.I felt kinda sick so i went home.I think the camp is like 3/4 of ATC fun level.ATC was soo much better although we went through so much punishments.

2009-03-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

My timing for 3.6 has improved!!!yes!!From 16 minutes to 14 minutes 50 secs!!!yay!!
SMILE JESSICA!!! XD Must beat Sir Kok how for 2.4 . Must get below 7 min!!YES!Can!
And we were like discussing how Mattheus has such good stamina..he can like run 4km and not pant!!AMAZING. :)

2009-03-06T17:59:00.000-08:00

Hello.
The week has been horrible, as expected.My test marks are dropping like crap.Need more sleep and need to study more.JS has beaten me at SS and maths.Arghs.So irritating.
Thursday- Had school.Had assembly.Was super boring.Boo Ken talked to me so i didnt fall asleep lah.Then went to tiong and joined Fel7 and Jacelyn.Kenny and his friend suddenly sat in front of us and started talking.They are quite 'entertaining' but his piercing is scary.He thought i was in sec 4.Okayy, do i look that old.Haha.
Friday-Had school.Then did 10 year-series before training.Was manageable.Then had FAC training.Ok, Zhi Xue (I spelt it correctly now!haha) you are mumbling your commands.Need to relax.Say it in pieces.Squad-sedi--A.Not squadsedia.Its loud enough though.So must practice more.Then had emo session.I seriously dont know what to say.Then walked to tiong with Hwan heo.Still funny like before.Then saw CPL JY,Sharon,Zaza and Waihan.Saw her hamster.I dont know what to say.Then went to eat with NCOs and JS.Dont know what to say.Oh,i think i saw Win but i didnt say hi.Sorry Win.
Ok,Sir teo is coming for FACC.I want to die luh.So many officers coming down.And had a talk with Maam Siewhuai and Maam TX.There cant be extra training.Erghhh!!And jH has his swimming lessons.Im not trying to blame anyone but if JH doesnt come down, kwan hua is gonna be no.4.That wont do.Im not trying to outcast him.But we have tried cases with him as no.4 and it seriously wont work.And ace camp is until 29 may.Then 31st is the comp.WTH.SJ is so tiring.

2009-03-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

Hello.Im free today so im blogging.
Monday- Came to school earlier to study geog.The geog paper is like err.I wrote everything i knew.I hope it was enough.
Tuesday-Had school.Was pathetic as usual.Had training.Had a great time but i think we were at the brink of being unreasonable.Sorry sec 2s.Felt like crap when going home.HD was super pessimistic about everything.It was kind of disturbing.
Wednesday-Had school.Pathetic as usual.Then had 15 minutes of art.Rushed to Tiong to meet Rhonda and JH.Went to chinise garden for Xcountry dry-run.Saw a lot of people whom i knew.Aww..saw Marcus and Kai Ching.Hahah.Then had the dry-run.Was like...er.Then i ran the 3.6 km with canoeists.Oh,btw..
SORRY JOON GUAN, MY TIMING IS NOT 9 MIN.ITS 16 MIN.
Joon guan, you run very fast lehh.Oh, saw mattheus.He makes running look so easy.Track mah.
Ok, i just need to express some unhappiness.Why the hell is FAC camp on a friday?How are we going to carry all that stuff.Then we have training then go PTA then go camp.WTF.Thats just crappy and tiring.Some more got stand by bunk.AHHH.i hate sbb.Serious.no kidding.But i have a feeling that i will enjoy the camp.The camps which seemed boring always turn out great.Dont know why.Haiyah just go luh, for the sake of FAC.
Bursting off with anger, syukri.

2009-02-27T05:48:00.001-08:00

Hey people.
Week has been horrid,again.
Monday
Had SS test.Im going to fail this time cause i didnt compare community.Crap lah.This is more crappy and unreasonable...
3H people : If you dont write about community, youll get 1 mark only.
1 word.Rubbish.
Maths test was pathetic for me.Whatever lah.I didnt have time to practice quadratic equations because of the other common tests i had to study for.Ive learned my lesson.I have practiced a lot of inequality questions.Im going to score the next time round :] I am positive okay.
Tuesday
Cant remember anything special.Had training.Was the last to survive poison ball,a game last played when i was primary 3.Our footdrill is improving.
1 word.Unreasonable.
Wednesday
Had school.Then had art lesson.Was a torture.Sorry Niyi and Qiqi for leaving.
Thursday
Had school.Then went to Tiong with JS and Hongda.JS and Hongda is so different.JS is so lame, HD is so matured.JS likes to act cute(sorry js,you made me choke just now),HD is already cute.
JS is super sarcastic and the worst person to talk to when youre down.HD would just listen to you rant and gives useful advice.Though they share 1 common personality.Theyre both smart.
Friday
Friday sucks lah.I hate fridays.Whats with the 'thank god its friday' line.Totally contradicts my mindset.Thank god its monday.Niyi, thanks for the advice and sorry for the hair-whipping.Hahah.Casa, about the movie thing Nadia told you.Its not next week.Its next two weeks since you have common tests.Niyi shall tell you more next week.Its ok if you dont want or cant go.Ill just go with Niyi and Chee leong. :]Good luck with your promo test, though its already over i think.Oh, Win soon.You very weird leh.Suddenly come up to me when i was eating.I was like stunned.Then after training you stunned me again.Like you suddenly appear.I know who you like already.wahahah. :P
Training
Sucks.Sucks.Sucks.
Two good things.
AC2,good to see the effort.Zhe xue, youre bandages are good.
Training sucks today man.What a waste of my time.2 pathetic hours.
Weekend plans.
Tomorrow going Tiong to study then gonna stop by for basketball.Have to mug for geog.And study early for SS.A lot to remember.Sunday going to have classes.Hey, my dad is sending me for Chem tuition!! Yaye!! Better grades, here i come!!

2009-02-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Here to blog.Summarising my week.
Monday-Came to school for english test.Well, i dont know what to say bah.English is supposed to be one of my strongest subject.I dont know why i just couldnt think properly.Then had school.Then had compre.Was a disaster.Slept for 5 minutes during the test cause like very sleepy then cannot concentrate.And my summary is like crap.

Tuesday-Had school.No tests,thank god.Pe rocks with Mr Tay!TT is FUN!!!!Played with Chee Leong,Eryanah and Mr tay.CCL not bad arh.Had training after that.Cant remember anything.

Wednesday-Had school.Chem test.Was super easy but im very dumb go put Rf value in fraction.Stupidstupidstupid.Met Rhonda and JH to discuss CC.Then Win Soon suddenly sat beside me and started talking.Im like, who are you again??Well thats good actually.Always wanted to talk to him.But i think i might have somehow offended him.Followed NP after school to do HW while they discussed their march camp.Went home with CK and Hong Da.

Thursday-Had school.Bio test was simple to me but still dont know if can pass cause Mdm Goh marks like super strict.Had assembly.I just realized that i am about to fail CCA.I only had 3 points in sec 1.CRAZIEEEE.Went home with Jun Kang and Farhan.

Friday-Had school.Had art briefing about something.I forgot the artists' name.Is it gorgio 'thatsmycubicle'.I remember that it sounded something like that...I must thank JK for sitting beside me.I cant believe he can take my load of crap.Serious.Im like talking shit all the time.

Tests- SS is fine.Quite ok luh.'Wendy Sentosa who had a little lamb' got highest, 23 marks.I could have written more and beaten her.Erghhh.Full marks for geog..aiyah thats also because i write a lot of crap.Yay.Ive beaten JS.Maybe geog's my forte.
Training
OK.Training was fine.I must thank JS for implementing the new style of reply.Kind of brought up the morale.Owed Sir Oenry like 70 or 80 for demoting him to corporal... =.=stupidstupidme.Ok..was super high today.Came to Li Xian...
Nabil: LiLiLiLiLiLi,Lixian.LiLiLiLiLiLiLixian.
LX:Crazy people.I better stay away from you haha.
Thanks LX for the chcocolates. :) Eh,our FD has improved thanks to CPL Louiza:) She may be strict but she sure pushes us to give our best.Thanks CPL ZAZA.And great job Hui Lin, youve improved too.Then had FAC. Played the caterpillar game.Was very lame but really funny.Then had individual training.CPL benji was training me and Zhi Xue.Zhi Xue i seriously dont know what to say.Im not trying to boast but i could remember the command in a day.Why cant you?Even JS,whose a chinise, can memorise it.Went to Tiong with ncos FK and JS.Go FK, you can do it.Must achieve your goal.Join SAJC!! Im not sian ok.Im just tired.I wanna go home study SS.
Weekend Plans
Tomorrow meeting Rhonda and Jon to discuss CC proposal.Its cool to be the ic but please dont demand for the partner you want.We just basically group people randomly but edit some which we feel might end up as a wreck.Sec 3s are mostly station ICs, so ya.Sorry to those who really want to change.Maybe shall stop by to watch BB.Still msut find time to practice maths and study SS.Monday got test..again.Whats the point of starting early luh.Better off let us have class per normal.I dont mind.Sunday have classes.Then must practice more maths and study more SS.Study bio food tests.

2009-02-14T05:18:00.000-08:00

Concentrating during lesson. :]

Hello.Summarising my week.Sucks like what.
Monday- Had school.Cant really remember anything special.
Tuesday-Had school then training.Was normal luh.Nothing 'hurray!' or what not.
Wednesday-Had school then art lessons.Sucks lah.I dont like the texture of the thing.erghh.
Thursday-Had school.I cant remember anything about the day.
Friday-TDD.Sucks like donno what.Studied for bio the night before.Then rushed and pack everything,forgetting my belt.Then morning the bus was like...30 minutes late or something.Wanna punch the driver but i am still sane enough to endure.Then reach school and CPL louiza was like what....
CPL louiza: Very early.
Me:.................What am i supposed to say.??????????
Im not angry..just very frustrated.Then had training after school.Rauf was irritating luh.But still amusing to talk to him.Then fall in.Gave my best and i think i did quite well, i think.Then had to mark the sec 2s BNCO test set by Ed.Was super diff lah.How can anyone pass even after reading it everyday for 1 week.Then had footdrill advicing time.Felt super guilty luh.Were not even NCOs..we dont have the right to tell them or even advice them.Then Sir oenry was like...
Me: (Telling Lionel to grip his hands tighter.)[Pushing his hands to test]
Sir:Nabil, next time dont test like that.test like this.
Sir:[Pushing along a row of sec 2s violently]
Me: errrrr...........
Then had FAC.Most meaningful time of fridays training.Made the week better.Our new FD format is interesting.Jon Hon.....why you go swimming again?!!!!errrgh.
Valentines day celeberation, not the actual day.Had planned to watch movie with Casa,Niyi,CCL and Qiqi.Wanted to get to know casa.Wanted to pon, but couldnt.Somehow i just felt super bad just thinking about ponning.I really wanna watch a movie with Casa.Erhhhh.Thanks Niyi and Qiqi for you know what.Nevermind.I didnt even buy anyone a present.Thanks Jessica and Laura.And Wan Juan for the kinder bueno.Shared it with Hong Da.I didnt buy Hwan anything.I always got him something.But now hes found somebody else to give a present to..[clearing throat]Met pretty boy's sister.Its true.Magnus is prettier than his sister.yup.
Ok, all my tests have been fine.Was soo close to getting full marks for bio and maths test.SK so pro.Highest for bio and maths test.Casa wants to go ACJC.hmm.SS test needed some thinking.Geog was ok.Ryan smiles more!!!Yeah.Good improvement. :):)

2009-02-07T01:59:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Summarizing my week, did a lot of stupid things.
Monday-Had school.Fell sick.Dont know why.
Tuesday-Had school.Then had training.Was kind of sucky.I dont like games.Sorry corporal louiza.Saw**** ***.I dont know if its true or not but i hope you would cheer up.Good to know that you think im nice.
Wednesday-Had school,then art lesson.Ran to tiong, cause later not enough time for art.Found out some things about GB from Niyi.I didnt know their life was so miserable.Thanks for the candies NY. :]And wake up when the alarm rings!!
Thursday-Had school.No training.Was actually happy at first.But then,when assembly ended,there wasnt anything to look forward too..it was quite awkward actually.Went tiong,ate and finished HW there.
Friday-School.Then had training.So sorry to Corporal EK for the attitude.Was just so dissapointed with some things during school.I really hate to involve my personal stuff with trainings but I was so overwhelmed this time round.Had the TDF thing.Was lame,just went through it luh.Then had FAC training.Re-did the test.I hate first aid tests.Then had case.Had to redo because it was horrid.Sorry CPL but i find it difficult to do a case without my number 4, Jon hon.So basically my team mates need one another.Without JH, calling of ambulance and assistance in treatment would be GONE.Without JS,bandaging and treatment, GONE.Without SK,there would be no CPR and complain king.Without me,there would be no RSE.So basically,im a slacker...im sorry.And the case was stupid okay JS.Our seniors also need the training, with a proper case.The one we gave was so not Zone standard.And how can a person keep stabbing himself without dying or falling unconscious?I tried to find humour in your 'joke' but i couldnt.Was kind of dissapointed in how you reacted to our failure with the case.I know triple is hard but im not lying in a bed of roses either.I have tons of HW too.I have many tests too.I have exams to revise for too.And you are obviously happy-go-lucky, so whats with the stressed up face?Why arent you able to cope with stress this time.
After training went Tiong.Saw Jeremy.Talked to him for a while.Such a joker.HD was really scary.Cheer up HD.

2009-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Feeling better now.
BIG THANKS to Ryan,Yue yoong and Jessica for caring. :]
Summarising my week again.

Monday- CNY:) Its great because im free enough to study yeah.No stacks of HW to do.Except maths and geog which i had finished earlier.Thanks to JS for being the only person who wished me.Oh,Ryan too.

Tuesday-Holiday.Practiced Indices for upcoming test.Revised Biology for quiz.Read up processes for Geog.

Wednesday-School.Had Art after that.Art lesson is the only time i can relax and do what i do best.Not draw.TALK.Ive practiced drawing hands.Hope Mr sim likes it.Finished research on surrealism.Drawn 8 hand poses so far.Chiong ah!

Thursday-Had school.Mrs Raja chose me for CAP.So i said i was very busy with CCA.Then she told Syafiq i was too stressed to join. =.= Nevermind...Then FAC training.Had FA test.Spent 3/4 of my time drawing.And i still passed!Miracle.Then FD.Wah sey.Ben made me practice YA.As in YA.I cant see the difference.SK also cant see the difference.Does it matter actually??Ate with JS and FK after that.Went home.

Friday-Had school.Then training.Was fine.I pity EK.I think he doesnt want to be strict but he has to be.It is for our own good.ANCO is coming.Wish to get that Best Camper thingy but i doubt i can get luh.With all my squadmates who are training enthusiasts.Its fine though.As long as one of my squadmates get,il be happy.Maam Siewhuai came down and gave us a talk.Doesnt make sense le.
Maam Siewhuai: I dont get why you all look so stressed.Sec 3 is your prime time.You dont need study one.When you dont study,take the test and do well, youll be like'wah i quite smart ah'.But if you study too hard,and dont do so well, youll be dissapointed.
Me: (thinking : Hmmm.But if you dont study, how can you do well??)
Maam Siewhuai:Dont study too fast.
Me:(Thinking: But then somehow it works for me )

Conclusion.I am totally confused.I need panadol.
Ate with Min Xuan,JS,Hong Da,Chee leong,Eugene and Ryan.Well ryan drank.JS cant stop talking about ********.Im sure hes joking though.Hong da is getting smarter by the day.He scored really high for the a-maths test and JS told me that hes doing well in physics.And Ryan told me about the nursing team problem.Jacelyn made a suggestion.Maybe Yueyoong and Sharons team should combine?So its Sharon,Jin yan,YY and Wai han?hmmm.maybe.
I think im boring you with my long post so..
bye.

2009-01-23T18:46:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I feel horrible.
Is it the homework?
Is it the teachers my class got?
Is it the regret for not joining triple?
I just don't know.
Monday- Had school.Then extra SS lessons.Ended quite late.Was dumped with Geog and maths HW.

Tuesday-Had school.Then training.Choked.Shouted.Was harrased.Ended late.But i came home dog-tired.Did HW.Slept.

Wednesday- Had school.Then Art lessons.Was a bit pissed off by something.Dont wanna mention, right Laura?Mr sim said that my shading improved!YES!Ended late.Saw Ryan.

Thursday-Had school.Had FAC training.Tried to be at my best but failed.Forgot CPR.Felt like such an idiot.Was damn pissed off by a few stuff. i dont wanna mention.Thursday is officially the worst day of the week for me.

Friday- CNY celebration was....Then had school.Then went GESS cove to study.Jacelyn tried to explain this simultaneous equation thing to me...but again stupidity transcends all.I think ill flunk the upcoming indices test.Went home feeling super angry ,thinking about the terrible week i had.Plus, im exhausted.And my dad is weird nowadays...
Dad:Nabil, i want to talk to you.
Me:OK.
Dad:(Took out this newspaper article) Here.Look at this.
Me: Ummm.OK.
Dad:This guy is an A* student but he killed himself due to stress.
Me: =.= OK....

2009-01-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hey people Im blogging again.Ok, havent really been able to study a lot of Bio since I had to start on the other subjects first.Made notes for SS chapter 1.I feel so stupid cause its not even tested in exams.Geography chapter 1..almost done with my notes but im kinda getting the hang of it.Maths is awesome.Im already at Simultaneous equations when Mr Teo is still teaching Indices.Yay.Chems fine.Tomorrow may be meeting Aaron or Paul to ask some Chem questions.Im done with Bio Hw.Havent met Mdm Goh for the Bio Test yet.I missed the test because I was a first aider for the ace camp for team E1!!!

SEC 1 ACE CAMP
My team just rocks.Made new friends!!
Devy: Yeah! Devy did a great job in handling these guys.Good luck with your Os!
Zhen Liang:) : Rock on man and good luck with your studies!!Dont be too lazy and play cabal all the time.Theres a time for play and theres a time for studies.Thanks for smsing me as I studied alone on the table..it kinda made me feel 'not alone'. ;)
Zhi Xuan : The guy who WAS playful, i hope.Be careful with your leg..but dont worry, its not serious. :]
Jason: The super pessimistic guy.Hahha.Must try to be more positive.

2009-01-02T18:14:00.000-08:00

School
Ok.Im sorry that I havent been blogging but Ive been busy.Ok,first day of school sucks.Hate my class.Its so F-ed.Like its name.3F.Ok whatever.I wont be blogging as much as I did after this cause I want to concentrate more on my studies and not waste too much time on the computer.Yes! Ive finished doing Indices on my casco asessment.Its not bad lah.Need more practice to master it.Im hoping to finish reading Chapter 4 of Bio and move on to standard form by the end of the weekend??Hopefully.
Training
Ok.First was punishments for attire.84.Ok, we cant really slack anymore cause ANCO is coming.Then had TOC.It was crappy.Im totally an idiot at commanding.So sorry to my team.Then had Fancy Drill.Getting better bah.Then had the hentak cheer.Ok sorry for being too fast. :)
Shall try to blog again once im done with Standard Form.
Bye

2008-12-24T21:15:00.000-08:00

I really dont know what im doing here.Im supposed to be on the table doing something useful.But I'll just blog anyway.Yesterday was FAC training.Not gonna talk about it.If I do, i might just end up hurting someones feeling.So to hell with my feelings right.Well, woke up today around 6 and did Bio revision.Stopped around 8 I think..because I wanted to watch this movie my mum rented.Well, it was Mamma Mia.Im kind of a fan of ABBA songs so i liked the movie.I also like Meryl Streep's acting.It was great in The Devil Wears Prada but I think she did better in MM.Then I lost that mood to study... and I feel that we should study only when we have the eagerness you know.Or else itll be pointless, it goes in..it goes out.Well, woke up with tons of christmas wishes.I actually forgot that todays christmas.I feel so horrible now.I think i need a diary like Sir Hakim.I cant blog about everything ya know.
I just feel so numb right now.I dont know what to feel.Ive no control of what im feeling or doing.
I think ive offended a few for the past few days but I didnt mean to.I need a shrink.Yeahh, that would be nice.

2008-12-21T20:49:00.000-08:00

Hey, back from Malaysia and now i need to get back to serious mode.Went on 16 and came back on 21.All we did was shop shop and shop.It was like shopping camp or something.And i finished my poems there.I saved the homework for the trip so i could get inspiration.Hmm.Tomorrows the start of FAC day camp.I wasnt looking forward to it but since my teams back together, I kind of got a change of heart.Cant wait to train back that solid bang.And I need to get myself a bottle and day planner for school.Maybe im gonna head to Borders today.Hmm, if im not wrong, AA1 is back too.Oh ya, in the bus where I went to Malaysia, there is this small tv stuck to the back of every seat.I watched quite some movies.
10000 BC : Hmm.Okay.
Speed Racer: Makes me have a headache.
Drillbit taylor: Its kinda disturbing.The story kinda shows the extent to which bullying is able to go in America.
Money no enough 2: Kinda funny yet sad.
CJ7: Very funny.
My dads watching Death Note 3 now.And hes sleeping.Hes wasting electricity.Better off the TV.
BYE.
Tag Replies
Benji : Haaha.OKKKK.
Felicia7: Well yah...it was tiring for me too. :]
Louiza: I disturb everybody za. Whahah. :]
Sharmine: OKKKKKK.
Jessica: Aww.Thanks Jess.Its ok luh.Im not as busy as you..thats why i can finish.You have band and track and prefects.Thumbs up for YOU. :]
Sabreena: Yup i am.You got 1st in class!!! Erghh.I got 4th...it was sooo close.Syamir got 3rd. =.="
Sugar: Yalor.She ok de mahs.haha.
Jinyan: No problem JY.Merry Christmas!! :]
JK: Heyy, thanks for following me to woodlands that time.It was really funny how you could have ended up there with me and jia sheng. :]

2008-12-15T01:22:00.000-08:00

SURVIVOR GABON

Hey, just watched Survivor Gabon.Bob won Survivor Gabon. Errrgh.I actually wanted Kenny to win.Hes very good at the game and can manipulate people to do things.Unfortunately, Bob won. At least let Suzie win luhh please.Ahhh!!But honestly speaking, I REALLY wanted Charlie to win.Due to a blindside, he was voted off.Ok, Corrinne was super rude.This is what she said to Sugar when they asked her why she would vote Sugar as the winner.

Corrinne : Sugar, you are an uneducated,unemployed bitch of society and the only reason I would cast my vote for you would be because you sincerely cried for your dead father.

Its not exactly like that but that was like what i heard.I mean like, normal human beings dont insult you and get your dead parents involved.Its not really a nice thing to do you know.Sugar may be a bit errr...sneaky...but she doesnt deserve that comment from Corrinne.Ok, and its kinda funny that Randy and Corrinne are best friends with Charlie cause he is one of the nicest people on this season...but they are the most nasty.Though Charlie is kinda queer.He said that he felt a connection between him and Marcus from the first time he laid eyes on him.I mean like...err. But hes educated and all..i mean like..hes a lawyer.
Overall, im not really happy about the result.Kenny didnt win.Charlie didnt win.Suzie didnt win.Bob won. =.=

2008-12-14T01:17:00.000-08:00

Hello.Blogging again.I feel horrible now, with this stupid fever.I still need to catch up with homework and revision plus early introduction of sec 3 topics.Well, shouldnt be a problem for bio.Im about to reach chapter 5 i think.Its actually quite okay luh.The starting is all like a recap of what we have learned in sec 2.My homework is also about to be done.Though im not really sure of some math questions.
Yesterday was ZPN.I dont know how to describe it.It was like boring and fun at the same time.
Well, it was pretty grand with chandeliers and cakes.Saw familiar faces from FAC.
It was kind of a time for bonding between our squad cause all we do is sit,eat and talk.It was very draggy and there were some unnecessary presentations.We did take a lot of photos though. Sighs, everybody HAD to go overseas now and leave me to die of boredom.Jia Shengs gone off.Ryans gone off.Eds gone off.Alvin, im not really sure.I dont really wanna bother him during the hols.Bills gone off.Errghhs.My holidays are apparently useless cause all I do is ..
1.Go for SJ training
2.Stay at home doing hw and revising.
3.Jog
4.Waste my time watching stupid videos...heres an example.

2008-12-09T03:42:00.000-08:00

Hey, Ive posted more about ATC in the post before this one. This post is about FAC so if you all are not interested, you all can scroll down to the previous post. :]

DREAM CAME TRUE

I HAVE OFFICIALLY JOGGED 10KM!!! Yess!!! finally!!!

FAC TODAY

Had FAC training today after the jog.How do i put it.Kind of dissapointing to see how some of the sec 1s were like.I know you can do it if you put in effort.I mean like, dont fight back.Just do what your corporal asks you all to do.I was in awe when you said whatever to Ben.I mean like, if its not training..its fine.But during training?! Are you nuts? Edward..you need to do something about that. Well, it was really scary seeing you angry just now.If i was him, i would be on my knees asking for forgiveness.Ok, im overreacting..But calm down Ed.And good luck with your ICC. Cmon lah, its going to be peanuts for you lo. ;D Had to do LOADS of punishment.I mean it.Loads.It was tiring but satisfying.Cause, it means..We Didnt Waste Our Time There!!! We gained something.

BEN
Hey, ben, relax luh.I know that youre trying your best to make us win but try to relax.I understand why you had to be strict.Youre the NCO.Maybe the standard of the sec 1 team wasnt really up to standard but give them some time to adapt.Jiayou for FAC Day Camp 08!! :]
EDWARD
Edward, I now understand what you mean man. If I were you, i would have given up.No wonder youre strict with them.Cmon, you can be a good no.1 for sure.Have fun during ICC! :]
Ryan
Youre not back yet?!! Get back here with my american grass!!! XD
EK
Why you MIA?! You suddenly messaged me that you were in a plane going overseas!!
Three Cheers for Ambulance!!!

2008-12-08T03:31:00.000-08:00

ok.im feeling better already.i just needed some time to swallow the facts. Ok so now ill continue with atc blogging. Hmm.after that, we went to paint our faces like the soldiers in ns. Then had leopard crawl! Wow. It was uber fun! I slept on the grass..it was super comfortable. Then had sentry duty! So fun!!! Then had changing parade!! Super funny!! Ask edward for more details...it was his squad who wore the pe shirt the other way around. Edward, you better do something about that.. Then had this biscuit game.Ok, me and Jin Yan had to pass the biscuit to one another with our mouths..just our luck lah...but its ok.hehe.Then sleeping time.Couldnt sleep again!!!!arghh!!Thanks a lot Ben and Ed.=.=Then I woke up and saw SK suddenly wake up too.Ok, this is what ive realized been happening every night with SK.
Me: (Suddenly woke up)
SK: (Closing his eyes and seemed asleep.)
Me:( Made some sound while adjusting my posture to a more comfortable state to sleep)
SK: Huh? Eh, Nabil, i cant sleep....
Me: =.= Ya , i cant also.
SK: ( Closing his eyes and fall asleep again)
Me: =.=""
Then had breakfast...Porridge. OK, a reminder to all campers.If officers give you all porridge, DONT ADD PEPPER. It tasted awesome for some seconds but wait...BLUEEKKKK.The vomit starts to go up your throat.It was horrible.
Special part for a change of heart
At first i told myself, once im done with mine, I wont eat anymore..serious. But then i saw something that kinda made me change my mind immediately.Cpl Jinyan, looking exhausted and was like on the verge of vomiting.So i told myself, "Dont be selfish.Be a man.Yeah."So i took the mess tin from Jinyan and ate it for her.It made me sick for a while but it was worth it.
SPECIAL POST FOR THE WORST EVENT.
The game which was super disgusting.A pail of vinegar,expired food,sardines,Sir Kok Hows unfinished noodles,all sorts of drinks,tomato,cilli,and more...brrr...gives me the chills.But it tasted ok.It was just very hot on the lips.I was like fanning my lips.And it was super icky and sticky.Cant be washed with water.must use soap.
Ok, heres kinda a summary.
Sleeping time : Horrendously funny and freezing.
Breakfast 1 : Extremely sweet which made it excruciatingly difficult to swallow.
Lunch 1 &2 : YEAH!!Instant Noodles without seasoning!Rocks man. :)
Dinner 1 : Salt water tastes great!! Thanks to Sir Kok How for getting me another cup. :]
Dinner 2: Green bean soup sucks sucks sucks.
Hike : Tiring because of SJH.
Me: Hey sharon, how was your hospital attachment?
Sharon: Oklah, quite fun.Got this patient.....
Sir Jia Hong : Walk some more...Wild Boar!!!
Me & Sharon : Wild Boar!!!Wild Boar!!! (Running madly.)
After some time...
Sir Jia hong : Eh people, why move so slow...Hornett attack!!
Me: WoahWoahWoahWoah...err...Hornett attack!!Hornett Attack!!( rushing for ground sheet)
After some time..
Sir Jia Hong: Hey people, can move so slow is it?I think the wild boar going to attack already ah..move faster.
My team : ( Running madly up 95 steps that SJH made us count)
Games: NICE.

Last Day : Great...yeah...heh..juuussssst greaaaat.
Gonna reply some tags.
Ryan; America?! Omg. So cool. ATC was superr fun but could be better if you were there.Thanks a lot Ryanne.I sound like Mr LCB. oh whatever. BYE RYANNE!!! :]
Edward : Yahh. It was definitely memorable.Thanks a lot for snoring heh. XD Bah!! And i like your coma shirt!!! :D
Cheryl Tan : Oh no, havent yet. :] Thanks a lot for caring. :)
Valerie : Woohooo!!! yeah!! thanks for coming down man!! XD
Lailin : Ouhhh...haha.Eh im in the same class as you leh!!
Jiasheng; yo!! Good Luck for ICC man. :]
Xg; Hey!! Hows China? Hey, dont forget to get me some grass from China. ;Dhaha.
Louiza; Haha. Edward and ben were damn funny. ;D
Cheryl; Ya...haha. Eh, you and oenry are like couples man...is it true??hehe.
Sharmine; Ya...good for you handsome. ;D
Kalai; Why? Its superr yummy.haha.
Rhonda; Of course man. Eh, power marching...remember?!! hahahahaha.

2008-12-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

Hey, im back from Annual Training Camp!! So FUN!!Not what I expected.

1ST DAY

Fall-ed in and Maam Wanteng wanted us to standardise everything we brought.Did some punishments but we deserved it anyway.

Had to check our groupings in an adequate amount of time.

Went to bunks and arranged tables and chairs.Had to standardise everything.Had to follow the bunk layout.

Maam Melissa: Do you know whats the bunk layout?

Me: Yes.

Maam Melissa: So, whats the bunk layout?

Me: A question mark.

Maam Melissa: ( Giving the disgusted look) Are you sure? I remembered it to be very detailed.

Me: errrrr.

SK: Ok, lets go check it again.

I could swear it was a question mark.When we came back, it was like wow ..super detailed.

The had like 10 minutes footdrill.I heard 1 solid bang.Thats good lah considering the situation.Then had lunch. Plain noodles, without seasoning.Well..it was awesome!!Tasted superb.Maam Valerie and Melissa was like calling us homeless people desperate for food.

Then had games.I enjoyed the first game very much.Super fun.And i owe Maam Jasmine 15 dollars..haha.The second game was fun but confusing, however the songs played were nice.Had to dig into the water and pick out stuff, blindfolded.The third game was boring and confusing.But the officers were creative in planning games that have a message behind it.All of it kinda fit nicely into the camp objectives.

Then had dinner i think.Plain noodles!! They rock!Then stand by bunk.Sir hakim came down.

SK: Yes!! Sir Hakim come down already.

Benji: 10,9,8,7...!!

Sir Hakim: Knock it down.

Me: ( Thinking why we were knocked down)

It was the windows.Nevermind.Then the whole camp were knocked down. I kinda like the way Sir Jiahong said knock it down. KNOCK( 2 seconds)IT(2 seconds)down.I know its like for punishment but I almost laughed the first time he said it.Sir Hakim like became mad during stand by bunk.He and Maam Wanteng totally contradict 1 another.

Sir Hakim : Unless I say do, you dont do.

Maam Wanteng: Must I tell you to do everything? Cant you all use common sense?

I was like " So how?"

Then debrief.

Sir Hakim :Ambulance stand up.I went mad just now right?

Me: YES sir!

Sir Hakim : Ok, Jon Hon, tell me why I could be considered as a mad person just now.

Me: (thinking)

Sir Hakim:Huh Nabil.Why?

Me: OK, i change my mind.Youre not crazy.

Sir Hakim: Just now you were the one who shouted the loudest.

Me: I know but i change my mind.

Sir Hakim : =.="

Me: :/

Yay!! Ambulance rock! we did 400 push ups,300 crunches,100 scissors jumps in like 1 or 2 hours only.All were punishments.HAHA.Then sleep.

I couldnt sleep.I keep hearing Sir and Maams voice.They keep playing in my head.

Then!Can take your time is it?!Take your time.Walk,walk some more!Knock it down.Its kinda irritating.

2nd DAY

Firedrill.SK said he heard FIRE!!But i couldnt hear anything.I didnt hear the whistle either.Then just ran to arena.But i forgot that we just have to run with whatever we have.I was SOOOOOO stupid..i was like tying my shoelaces in front of sir zhenshun or Sir Kok How...i couldnt see.

Then knock it down.Then night PT.It was fun!!!haha.Then went to bunks again.Couldnt sleep again!! arghh!!I need to comment something.
Edward is super irritating when it comes to sleeping.Hes like dancing in his sleep!!Turning, turning and turning.Got that time he almost roll on me. =.= Oh ya, this is funny.

Benjamin : Pheww.( like an eagle sounding)

Edward: (Snoring??It was like choking in his sleep.)

And it was continuous.Like PHEWWWSNOREPHEWWSNORE....IRRITATING!!

Then woke up and bathed it think.Then breakfast! Bread and condensed milk.It was nice but would get disgustingly sweet.Had to force it down.Some people drank it or mixed it with water.Then had PT with Sir Kok How. Another FUN PT!!Then briefing for the hike.The thing was tiring for the legs but we get to slack for a while and talk in the MRT and bus.Then had to buy stuff for cooking competition.It was like difficult to decide what to buy.Then had the cooking thing in school.Then group 1 won.Then i tried their brocolli.Its like just plucked from the ground.haha.

OK.I have no mood to blog anymore.I just found out that im in the smae class as the people I REALLY DONT LIKE!!!!ARGHHHHH!!! I HATE THIS.

2008-12-03T22:22:00.000-08:00

Im so sorry.I really feel horrible now.Seriously..Horrible.I dont know how to describe it in words.I had no idea how I made you feel.I was selfish.I only thought about how i felt , without even thinking about how YOU felt.People have their weaknesses and im sorry I hadnt realized that a few months ago when it was still early to fix things.Now, its very complicated.I try to give my best shot everytime but I just cant concentrate with you around...and i become very grouchy. Everytime i meet you , my mind just flashbacks to the way ive treated you.The regrets i have is seriously disturbing.I know this is just momentary and im just being stupid, complaining on my blog...but im just sad about what I did. I doubt that we could ever be as close as before..and thats a shame..and all my fault, for being stupid.Im so sorry.
I need a vacation.

2008-12-03T16:34:00.000-08:00

ATC is tomorrow and I just realized something. I havent bought FOSSIL FUELS!! I mean like i went t0 Army Market to buy camp stuff but forgot to buy fossil fuels.Just great..need to go buy again.And I want to buy new suit cover cause mine sucks.Theres like a hole.Dont know what to expect from ATC.I was so worried that I couldnt sleep yesterday.I slept at 3am watching some weird story called Men In Trees. I mean, who in the right mind would name their show that?!Im super stupid to be sleeping so late a day before the camp. There would obviously not be a lot time for sleeping during the camp.With night trail and duty.I just wanna go through with this so i can carry on with my life.This whole week I havent been thinking straight, thinking of ATC. I really hope its not too tough...cause I dont think im gamed for it.They say theyve made changes from the past few ATCs...but heres the catch...is it for the better or for worse? And JS and Ryan wont be going.Thats depressing to know...especially Jia Sheng. Nobody to talk to in the bunk..sighs.Whatever...need to go buy my stuuuuuupid fossil fuels.

2008-12-02T00:22:00.000-08:00

Hello.I havent been sleeping well lately.Been sleeping at 2 am or 1am usually, watching either DH, Cashmere Mafia, Greys anatomy or House. Ok, yesterdays GA was disgusting.The guys carotid artery burst and blood splattered all over the doctor and the room.EWW.

ATC PACKING.

Ok, currently packing for ATC and i cant find my squad tee.I havent worn it for like a year?! So its probrably lost in some cupboard in my house.Arghh.Can i just bring my class tee?Anyway, I feel kinda bad because I bought JS nothing for his birthday because im broke thanks to buying christmas presents. Have to save quick and buy him something.I really hope Alvin bought me something from Japan...wait..is he back yet? Hmm.Nevermind.Just now I went to IMM to buy ATC stuff. Ok, i cant find canned sausages!! How? Ok..nvm.I am no longer scared of night trail..i think.

NCO Posting 09

Have been wondering who would get what in my squad.My predictions and opinions down below.

CSM : Jia Sheng
DCSM: Jacelyn Angkasa
Discipline : Amanda
Sec 3 09 : SK and Rhonda
Sec 2 09 : Amanda and Jon Hon
Sec 1 09: Pui Yee and Kwan Hua.
Recre : ME!! and Rhonda
Admin : Eeileen
CPB : Jacelyn?? hmm.Dont know.

Please let me either Discipline or Recre. Recre rox. :]

2008-12-01T01:15:00.000-08:00

Hello. Went to school around 9 and wanted to jog.But there wasnt a lot of people there to guard my bag so i decided not to jog.Sighs.What a waste man.Then met Corporal Jin yan and we went to sit at the speakers corner ,where we blasted music & discussed some bio.Then JS came with CPL Sharon and then we wished him HAPPY BIRTHDAY.Then went eat breakfast at Mac. Discussed some stuff about ATC and FAC.What they told me kind of made me regret wanting to go for ATC. Sighs.Nevermind lah, just go through with the thing.WTH lah,they say the night trail maybe at Macritchie!!! OMG. I can die lo. Nvm. Need to hibernate more. :]

2008-11-30T02:28:00.000-08:00

Hello.Im feeling better now.Thanks a lot to Maam Cheryl for listening.I think everythings ok now, i hope.Oh, and HUGE THANKS to JS, Benjamin and Aravind for asking me to play basketball to release my tension.I feel healthier and emotionally better. Benjamin, if you want to jog again just give me a ring.Ive been so caught up with stuff that ive forgotten what i really liked, running. Great job running the 3.2 km Ben!If i were you, i would have stopped half way.Good luck with losing weight.You Can Do It!! Im going jogging again tomorrow at Tiong Park.This time must go for at least 5 km.Aiming to be a 10km runner soon. :]And Ryans not going ATC!!! AHHH!!Sighs.Nvm.Must still work hard and try to be enthu during the camp. :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEYOONG!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA SHENG!!
AND GOOD LUCK TO NCOS FOR HOSPITAL ATTACHMENT!!! :]

2008-11-28T15:15:00.000-08:00

Hey.Havent been feeling ok this few days.Sorry if like i offended anyone during yesterdays training.Ive just been caught up with some stuff even though i havent touched my Bio book for like 2 days.Thats horryfying to know.SorrySorrySorry to CPL Louiza for my behaviour yesterday.I seriously wanted to be at my best attitude yesterday but things just didnt turn out as it was suppose to be.

2008-11-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

I miss being a kid. :( Sighs.Nevermind.Thats all in the past.

YES!!YES!!YES!! OMG!!IM SO HAPPY.Theres training tomorrow!! X)

And i have finally embraced the feeling of satisfaction.Im happy with my subject combination.Whatever it is, its what the school thinks is best for me.Ok today had squad outing.OK, i thought the barbeque would be more fun than the luge and skyride.BUT I WAS WRONG. The luge was damn fun.And the skyride is terrifying.I was super scared.My legs like can almost touch the leaves of the trees below.The BBQ was errr...quite boring.Maybe because i was worried about MOI and was like jumping around asking for help.But whatever it is, thanks amanda. :) Maam Cheryl is mental.So high today.Haha.

REMINDER TO ALL 07.COME DOWN EARLIER TOMORROW.CHANGE EARLY.AND FALL IN ON TIME OR EARLIER.BRING ALL 1.5 AND PLEASE TRY TO BE AT YOUR BEST ATTITUDE.CMON, LETS DO OUR BEST TO TRAIN FOR THE COMING ATC AND ANCO. :]

2008-11-25T00:54:00.000-08:00

Whoa!!Yay! Todays training was fun! Had briefing of how MOI would be like by Corporal Louiza.Then had to tie the rafia strings and make a 'rope'.Then had PT.Ok i dont know why but i volunteered and became PT IC. Im so sorry for being such a horrible IC.Im sorry if im not loud enough.But its ok.Its all in the past.But I miss having footdrill.Was kinda jealous while looking at the sec 1s doing footdrill.Oh ya.Corporal Louiza, you dont need to apologize for being strict.We know its your job and even if were unhappy ,we have to respect that youre our commander.Looking forward to the next few trainings. :D

TRAINING<3> MAAM CHERYL <3

2008-11-23T17:12:00.000-08:00

Hey, today woke up at 6.30 to study Bio.Then stopped at 8 cause wanted to prepare breakfast.Have been going through some blogs and realized that Maam Siewhuai have been tagging.I read her blog..CAUSE I BOTHER. And i dont have to feel guilty.I didnt really feel offended by what she said.Cause in my mind, I know she means well.She just sent it out in way that might be taken wrongly by certain people.But its all in the past.
I MISS TRAININGS! IM EXCITED FOR ATC!

2008-11-23T05:08:00.000-08:00

1.I woke up today and it just immediately occurred to me that i have been such an ass.Im really sorry ive been avoiding you.Its been what.. 3, 4 months since weve had a proper conversation or said Hi to each other.The whole day today, I felt really horrible and guilty.Im really sorry, i know its not enough but i really am.I had my reasons to avoid you but now ive realized that it was nothing.I over reacted like i always do.People make mistakes and i accept that.I hope you can accept that.Im going to make the first move so we can be friends again.Im really sorry.

2.And im sorry Jessica for teasing you.Sorry for making you angry all the time.I really hope to see you soon.

2008-11-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hello.Ok, we won 2nd for FDC.I was sad and had my cry.Im going to move on and shall not be narrow minded like what Maam Siewhuai said.Next year, were going to thrash other schools and win champion for FAC. Theres some things i need to do since FDC is over.
1.Read up my FA manual and prepare myself for FAC.That goes to the rest of my team members.
2.Meet up Maam Cheryl at least twice a week for group studies.Shes a good bio teacher but shes concentrating too much on homeostasis and plant nutrition which is boring .And i really miss her.Wish she could be down for trainings but she said that it would be pressurizing for the current 07 commanders.Ohk fine, il respect that.
3.Finish up my geog homework, which is the easiest.Then borrow some books and chiong reading at home and on the way to trainings.
4.Check if my appeal is accepted by LCB then go get booklist.

1.OK fine.You want to start a love story with him.fine.It has nothing to do with me.So dont say i blush when i see him and that im gay or something cause im super pissed with you already.Its a good thing i havent slapped you ok.And stop being so..EWW..AWWW.Cause i dont find that cute at all.And WHY ON EARTHS GRACE would i be jealous of you and him.Lets see, your a total bitch and hes my senior.I dont know whats your taste in guys, its super random and ever changing.
2.I dont want to scold you or choose your friends for you..but youre just ...sighs.I mean like you hang out with your squadmates.Then suddenly youre with the seniors, and are with them all the time.I mean like...what the hell.I hate people who mix around with people whom i hate..so whatever, youve apparently chosen your side ...with THEM.
3.Though of course i dont hate all the seniors.Its just a minority ...that has indirectly offended me without saying sorry and which i shall never forgive or forget until i die.Maybe im exaggerating but im not.
See, i told you that Sir Lee is nice.He wasnt angry that we got second.He even gave us encouragements for FAC.Ok, I feel super pissed off today and it has nothing to do with FDC.

2008-11-20T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hello. Im here to blog.Ive been putting my effort into FDC. Really.Seriously.And finally, yesterday, Sir Lee complimented us.OMG, has the sky fallen or something?! I really dont know what will happen if we were to lose this trophy.Well ive thought this out.
1.Silver for St Johns next year then
2.St John wont be respected by the school ( Well, cmon, be serious, it doesnt make a difference from now)
3.Sir Lee would be furious.Or he would leave us alone and we will rot, with Sir teo.
4.We would put the officers efforts to waste.Sighs.This is so pressurizing and im not even the commander.
So, to Ryan, Good luck lah.Dont be nervous.Must drink lots of water...and eat banana, according to Maam Siewhuai. :/ Doesnt make sense.nvm that.I really hope that the squad would have the say and cai.. or sai or whatever on the day.ARGHH!!!! ( imagine me hitting my head on the wall vigorously.) Must remember Maam Wantengs advice.
1.Vent out your anger during the format.
2.Lock your elbows.
3.Check dressing and ensure correct handswing all the time.
4.Jerking when necessary.

Oh kay,i may not be perfect or something but im just reminding.ERGHHHH.My sister said that i look tanner than before.Just great.Omg...im superr nervous.Its reminding me of those horrible FAC times.The one we lost..like shit.
I hope that the past wont repeat.Ok, more about today.The footdrill sucks.The discipline sucks.The training today just sucks.From being enthu for the training to being super pissed all the way home.I dont want to say why on my blog cause im going to express how sadistic i am.I was in a super bad mood today luh.And it has nothing to do with Ryan.

2008-11-17T03:43:00.001-08:00

Hello.I'm super high today! I MET ALVIN at school! Woohoo.Hes going to Japan.Reminded him to buy me something there.Ohkay, the bad news is that my the heels of my boots are gone...like the wind man.Im so pissed off, i just fixed it last week...and because of .....erghhh!!!Thank god Cpl Sharon has extra boots.Thanks lot CPL. :] After feeling so tired and angry, meeting Alvin really cheered me up. Boosted my morale a bit..and became SUPER high suddenly.hahah.

2008-11-16T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hello.1 week to FDC. Ahhh.I dont know what to feel.Having the same feeling when it was FAC.Those horrible moments.Sighs.I hope that can change.Our bangings were not bad but our attire was horrible.So i made sure my attire was ...at least not horrible.
1.Bought new uniform
( Credits to JS and Jun Kang for following me to Woodlands.We spent 5 hours travelling around.Wahh.Tired man.)
2.Polished my boots
3.Starched my collar
4.Seasoned my beret
5.Bought new shoulder buttons.
6.Ironed my uniform like ..errghhh!!.

I hope Sir Lee would at least praise us this time.Ive been really putting my heart and soul in the training.Ive spent almost all my money on SJ for FDC. If thats not enough for him...i really am speechless.Oh ya, had PT.Looks easy, but you have to try to experience the pain.I actually dont mind having more of those PT but just decrease the pumping kay.I really suck at pumpings.I had to bite my shirt to divert the pain to my teeth.I also scratched the floor with my nails and had small cuts on my fingers.Bt its ok, i know the PT for NS is worse.People commit suicide because of it...so ok im super weak...im a pussy...ok whatever.Gotta go prepare for tomorrow.

2008-11-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

Sighs. Here to blog again.Firstly i want to thank Jia Sheng for following me to Army Market to buy stuff for FDC.I got the results for subject combi already.Omg, they suck like shit lah.I hate it.Dont ask me about it if you see me k.Tomorrow is full-uniform practice.Im super pissed now.My uniform is dirty man.Its as if a four year old had taken a black crayon and made a master piece out of my unifrom.Tommorrow im goign to buy a new uniform.NO.repeat. I HAVE TO BUY A NEW UNIFORM.i mean its not worth losing marks for uniform.Theres a lot of things i need to do.
1.Buy kiwi
2.Polish my boots
3.Buy new uniform
4.Buy Starch
5.Starch my uniform
6.Get my beret back from Benji.( dont ask)
7.Season my beret
8.Wash my gloves.( the new and old)
9.Go for FDC
10.Win FDC
11.Go home
12.Hibernate for a month.
I wont be going for ATC most probrably.Ill be too nice to say that i cant go because my parents dont allow, although it is true.
1.I hate night trails.
2.I dont want to do whatever stupid duty at night.
3.I dont want to do footdrill till i faint.
4.I dont want to be with @ for three days.I cant even stand looking at @.
5.Im not ready for such a waste-of-time camp.
There are good points though.
1.The sec 1s wont look at us and think that we are a lousy batch that dont even bother attending ATC.
2.Bonding
3.Camp T-shirt
Oh look 5 bad points and 3 good ones.Cant come, wont come.So dont expect a crumpler from me sharmine.HAHA. ;]

2008-11-11T23:38:00.000-08:00

Hey, here to blog.Yesterdays training was fine.I forgot to bring those stupid black socks.I had to wear my adidas shoes with my half u.I mean like what the hell.I looked stupid but its ok.I couldnt bargain with Ek and Louiza.Had to respect their decisions.This shall teach me to check again if i had brought everything necessary along.Ok , im having a headache after reading bio.Need to rest.

2008-11-09T20:53:00.000-08:00

Were going up. :]

The topmost part of the flyer.Not breath taking at all.What a bore.

Going back down.

Alvin AUNG O:]. CK :) & Adrian :]

Changed my blogskin.I know it looks crappy but nvm.Hey, Rhonda, thanks for introducing me to the breathless song by shayne ward.Im kind of addicted now.Up there are are some pictures i havent shared yet.Omg, looking at those pictures make me miss school.I wished there was school luh.Im so bored now. 24 hours i have spent mostly sitting and staring.At least at school we can chat with friends or gain knowledge.Thank god theres training.I actually wished there was training everyday.But to ask for that would be selfish since most of my other training mates are busy.Haiz.Im so free i think ill die. :/

2008-11-09T03:33:00.000-08:00

Hey people.Here to blog again.Training on tuesday was AWESOME. Miss having those kind of trainings.And thats all thanks to Sir Hakim who made it so fun for those who were present, which was a pathetic ten people.WHERE HAVE THE FDC SQUAD GONE? Just wanna ask everyone to come down for training cause without you all, its not training.

2008-11-06T23:51:00.000-08:00

Hey.Yesterdays training was fine.Sharons commanding was fine.Was kind of upset to see the attendance of the squad.I know however that you all have good reasons to support your absence.To Jiasheng, hope youll be at tomorrows training and that your neck has healed enough for you to carry out your duty in the FDC squad.To Rhonda, hope that youre feeling better as well.If youre still sick, dont come okay.Finally to my dear 07, please try your best to be present for the next few trainings.I mean, cmon.How many more days to FDC? Lets put in our effort.We may have a slim chance of getting champion but it isnt impossible.Just do it, copyrighted from NIKE.Many thanks to Jin yan and Sharon for the cap, it sure is useful when i have a bad hair day.
Haiz..have been doing that Biology workout book i bought.Some of which ive learned in Sec 2..others, i have read in the Bio book.But there are some that ill need to ask Cheryl once shes done with her Os.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! :]
GOOD LUCK CHERYL!
GOOD LUCK MAAM WANTENG with your assessment!!

2008-11-04T04:04:00.000-08:00

Gahh.Im so sorry man.I couldnt perform well for todays training.I felt like sleeping when we were marching.I mean, Maam Siewhuai wanted us to say the timing together and i was like out of breath and i think there was a lack of blood travelling up my brain.Haiz.Look on the bright side, this will teach me to sleep earlier.Im sorry Maam but i have to say this.I cant stop laughing everytime i look at you.Oh ya, went out with my dad to shop.Wow, saw this amazing deuter bag which costs $85 bucks man.I think ill be buying it.Hopefully.And i bought this more amazing Bio workbook from Longman.Cool!! Ive been doing it and now at Chapter 4 i think.The chapter on animal nutrition.Chemistry still at chapter 3.Chem just doesnt interest me but ill still have to mug on it.Once again, sorry to Ryan for being horrible during todays training.

2008-11-02T05:07:00.000-08:00

Ok.Hello. :]
Thursdays training was fine.Sir Jia hongs command is super funny.I was trying my best not to burst out laughing lah.He can say squad sedia in 1 second.Haha.Sir lee came again and saw our FD format. Hes got a point.Our basic turning drills were not really fantastic you know.But thanks to Sir Jia Hong and Sir Zhenshun, we can make it people!!Yeah.Jia You.19 more days to FDC. :)

Oh ya, ill be needing reading glasses. Degree? 150 for both sides.Want to get cheap ones.Dont want to splurge on specs.See ya people.

2008-11-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

Hey, blogging again.Hey, the past few trainings have been pretty educational to me.To FDC squad, Sir lee may be talking sense here you know.He wont get a thing.The officers wont get a thing.We will get the trophy.Hes just using means of pressuring us to make us win.Awww, cmon dont be so negative man.Must be positive!! Sir Lee is a nice person actually.Hes pretty smart too.Using his psychological skills to influence us into winning. Jia you FDC squad!!!
To CPL Ryan, dont be so negative kay.Must be positive.Youre the commander.If you are negative, it will bring the whole squad down with you.Cmon, theres a light at the end of the tunnel.I can see it, can feel it.I can even lick it,OK thats gross.Youre a good commander and i know you care a lot for FDC, i think...ok i know.Thats not the point.You just gotta believe.
You just gotta believe!!!

2008-10-29T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hello.back again to blog yeah.
Training
Has been fun.Now that exams are over i need to put my full attention to FDC.Cant sabotage the whole squad.Glad to say that we have improved a lot from last training.Can hear solid bangs here and there.Oh ya, Sir Lee came down but lets look at it in a positive way.He may say we are not putting our heart and soul into the drills but maybe he just wants us to work harder and not be satisfied with what we have now.Sir lee's intentions are for the better of the core.So jiayou.Oh, had KSJ mock test. I think i flunked it luh but its ok.It will teach me to do better next time.Must pass KSJ this time!! :]
Life
Life has been ok.Have been studying Chem.Super cool man.Maybe the sec 3s may not agree but i still think its cool.Cant let the flame die out you know.I must not let my brain stop working or else there shall be trouble when i enter sec 3s.Currently at chapter 3. :] Hope to see you all soon.

2008-10-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

Ok.Ive just realised that time has passed real quick.Going to post about the things i didnt post in my absence.
Singapore Flyer
Hmm. Singapore Flyer was BORING.Plus i was being ignored during the whole process, so..sucks.
Training
Ok, training was fun but I think the timing and commanding could be improved.The timing is basically going to affect the whole squads performance.It shouldnt be too fast man.Ok, who cares. Sir Zhenshun and Maam Siewhuai came back but thats not important.Tomorrow got training but itll be starting at 2 pm. Haiz, i hope theres a good reason behind the awfully late starting time despite the fact that its a school holiday.Maybe the sec 3s got classes? hmm...should be bah.Oh ya, hope JS's ankle is better.
Subject Combi.
Oh ya, Sharmine you better not appeal to triple.It should be me, you and Sk in Bio-Chem. :]
Oh,please give me money. I need to buy boots, school uniform,SJ uniform for FDC, Nike duffel bag and lots of necessities.Thanks.Haha.JkJK.

2008-10-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Training
The previous training was super fun can.Did a lot of PT.Pity Eng Kang though, he didnt attend school today because he's sick , according to yy.And i forgot that he was sick, so i messaged him, " Ek, can you return my six dollars today?". I feel so bad now. Get well soon EK.
School
Omg.Physics SPA and Enrichment was uber fun.Made a new friend, Jacyln ( dont know how to spell, sorry :] ) Biology and chem was OK. Thanks Yang you for helping me with displacement time and velocity thingy.Haiya, here i come to the worst part...my results. Its just horrible luh.

Not being in top 10 sucks to the core.

2008-10-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

A can

Was mugging

Still mugging with jacelyn, maam wanteng and maam jasmine. :D

Stress man!!

Bill? How can you do this to jona?!

2008-10-11T20:22:00.000-07:00

English P1 : Okay
English P2: Okay
Maths P1: Can do.
Maths P2: Had trouble.
Geograpy: I studied hard and just pray for good marks.
Literature: Also studied uber hard.Even met Mrs tee several times after school to discuss Macbeth.
MT: Okay luh.Made some silly mistakes.
HE: Okayluh.The practical was okay and my tests results are fine.
Bye.
Life hasnt been so okay but thats why its called life. If i dont score for this, i rather die.

2008-09-12T17:50:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL
Oh, school was okay normal.Xu guo and Laura didnt come down.Had PE and throwed metal balls.Walau, so thirsty leh.Me and sharmine make such a good team.Full u, beret..we can do all kinds of things with it..just imagine.Sharmine, I like what u did yesterday.Totally rocks.I wanted to do it in class but N.C.Os keep passing by.Damn.Jia Sheng even surfed on it.haha.Spent the day insulting and bad mouthing S_A_.Everyone thought i went mad in class, kicking around.I just felt like burning it.Concentrated in class but cant really get a grip on Electricity.Haiz.Today maybe meeting JS to study.
TRAINING
To be frank, i was going to pon training.Just brought full u so NCOs wont keep asking.Then Jacelyn said that C and V were coming down to take us.So i came down for the bloody thing.In the end, they just sat there and watched us march."=.= Today was a bit fun though.EK talked to us at the start of training.Hes super funny.I cant believe you carried me when i didnt want to follow. :]
Suck,suck,suck...YOU SUCK.Cant you put it in a nicer manner? Bloody asshole.

2008-09-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

Here to blog.
SCHOOL
Hey, came to school and studied a bit of science.Still dont get it.Haiz.Laura, so obsessed with Hwan.haha.Today had cooking lesson.The most fun cooking practical so far.School is just boringly normal.Right after school met with squadmates for erghhh training.
TRAINING
Jacelyn lectured me about this whole sj thing during art lesson lah so i dragged myself down to training , thinking " I am going to do well today".Then got some more complains about not bloody greeting NCOS.That i can still tolerate.So louiza ask us to tell her our feedback on trainings now.Then she talk about what ANCO and must be more strict or what. I dont even think il be going.ATC also i dont bother, what more ANCO.Haiyah.FDC today was okaylah, but the timing is damn bloody inconsistent.Damn it.That kind of make me a bit angrier.Then after training tell me FDC postponed! I thought that was good, but it isnt.November leh!Waste our time train earlier.That made me angry.Then i wanted to go home with JS but he have to stay back for that bloody timing thing.I just woke up and realized that i have been wasting my time on unbeneficial activities.Realized that ive been trusting the wrong people, doing what i thought was right, which is wrong.I would never want to go back to that path.So do yourself a favour, and pretend youve never met me, cause im pretending.

Damn him, not JS of course but that ARGHH, whatever you call him.That seriously pisses me off, hearing you shout like that, reminds me of those stupid irresponsible things you do.Seeing NCOs play, it kind of adds to my anger as well.Am i a sadist? Maybe.I totally regret looking at you laugh cause it just makes me feel as if insecure = pissed off.Your face is just sending off the wrong message.When i look at you, i feel like punching your face.For no reson.I hope you get bashed up one day because of your stupid face.Haiz. But i gotta thank you for avoiding me these days.Makes me feel more happy.Thanks yeh.

2008-09-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hey.Here to blog again.Havent been blogging for a while.Yesterday had training.Nothing interesting to say.Just dont care about SJ anymore.Lose lose lor.Get glory also nothing what.Can the school pay me back all the time ive lost with glory?I hope the FDC is postponed so we will back out and NO MORE FOOTDRILL.I dont give a damn if youre worried about me, i can take care of myself.Do you even mean it when you say" Are you OK?". Cause i dont think you do.I dont talk to nuisances like you.I smile at you but do i mean it or am i forcing myself because i dont wanna be rude?And by the way, youre really lame.
Haiz.Today my eye became more swollen than ever.Had to go to the doctor.Got medicine.Gone home.Thats all.After FDC, dont even dream about me going to training every week.

2008-09-01T17:07:00.000-07:00

Hey, changed my skin.I think itll be tempo cause i wanna better one.Today will have a bloody training.Haiz.But better than staying at home cuase i cant concentrate.Hope that today that bloody ass wont come.Nothing else to say.Very pissed.

Laura!! Im not angry with you! Wish i could meet with you at mac.But cant. ;[

2008-08-31T20:19:00.000-07:00

Haiz.Start of the fasting month and i feel okayyer.Hmm..
Why must you be so unreasonable?Slapping people for no apparent reason? Have you no feelings? Looks like im not the only one you piss off.Is that your hobby? Is it very fun?
I may not be a friend of Ryan but at least im not as inhumane as you to slap him.You tried to turn me against people i could trust .You wanted me to be in control.You wanted me to scold my squadmates into going for your bloody training.I cant believe i listened to you.EK is the only one i can trust among you four.You all have caused nothing but trouble to me.Some of you all dont know when to joke.Jokes are meant to be funny, but yours never isnt.Trying to act cute.You want my respect...go and die.

2008-08-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

Helo.Today had classes.It was kind of fun cause the teachers really funny today.Yesterday had training and Annual Brigade General Inspection.Met Rhonda at Tiong and went to school together.Then Sharmine came.Did some HW.Then had training.At the start only already got pissed off.After that training was fine.Then went for that bloody wasting time inspection.Went back, changed and went home.Overall, can call it a stupid day.Tommorrow is the start of fasting month.Haiz.

2008-08-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

Haiz.Today is friday and had teacho day.Was boring and meaningless so lets skip that.Then had training.Went tiong to buy food first then take away back to school.Did homework there but got distracted when 07 started talking about our first night trail.So kinda joined in and kept my hw.After that went for training.Then SKH came.He really gives me the jeeves.I cant do FD properly with him around.Keep banging on my on foot.haiz.Then training ended early...yaye...so went to do more hw.Did more this time until JS brought down badminton racquets.So played badminton.Then scouts came and blasted nice music on the speakers...so sang as we played.Todays a cool day man.Then went home with Xia Mi and Rhonda went home tgetehr.

2008-08-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

DOMUKUN!

Alyssa :]

Stop! Construction in PROGRESS!

Eugene and Alvin O:]

Chee Leong :P

I think i look better now.

Jessica :] and Hwan Heo :)

Shall post in the next post.Read the next post for todays post.Haha.

2008-08-24T04:57:00.001-07:00

Hey..today had classes.Mt teacher never come so there was a relief teacher.Haiz.Went home and like ate a lot.Thank God im not fat.This week has been boring.Yesterday played badminton with Hong da and JS.Had plans for gym with felicia but she had something on and it was raining.Playing badminton reminded me of my childhood days.Talking about that, this friday is teachers day.Dont think il be coming back.Hated my primary school days.It was just 6 years of torture.Hate my primary school too.Im so lucky to be where i am now, thanks be to GOD.Im happy now , in my new school.Just a few asses here and there but its fine.Not as bad as my primary school, theres probrably 50 asses in my level.Living my life as a normal person with stupid siblings who piss me of all the time.Want a badminton racquet.